27 August 2013

Isit reli that hard to squeeze out 1 or 2 min for a few word message? I feel so depressed right now. Just another disappointment day? Mayb i am not that important anymore? Btw, working for father report right now. 1145 pm at the night.

12 September

Feeling so depressed.everytime I type alot in a msg and receive a few word or a sticker as a reply. U never know how I feel at the moment =(  no matter what, u still the best in my heart . 👍

24 August 2013

Exam finished ! Instantly feel bored after I realize no more exam subject. I got nothing to do now . Gosh !

23 August 2013

3rd subject gone,1 more to go.. =) still remember that day gf told me she still got market, aiks, isit hint me that I am not a good bf ? Got market mean there might be alot good boy at UK there treat her good? sigh.look like I not good enough..

21 August 2013

Exam week ! Gonna study again.. Luckily today condition better than yesterday..yesterday the feel like something blocking it and whole body Hot. Hard to understand why others always release anger on me >< yet I still smile with them hope them to be cheer. I like everyone to be happy, not the stress face all the time. And now the question come again.. Shud I go for operation? All the scoop and medic. Damn scary .. I am type of Person that scare pain. Sigh >< if got any people text me a care msg. I would be happy all day long. Moment I finished this post, body become hot again ==

16 August 2013

Sigh, always late sleep at night..almost lost count how many month dy.3 month I guess.. Late sleep at night caused my peptic ulcer coming back dy I suspect. Await for someone but seem like the person quite busy lately =(  hopefully no more bleeding please 

12 August 2013

Pay alot of effort but nvr get any compliment or gain? Seriously the feeling is very worst. 

10 August 2013

Went to work with dad today

At kemaman, no gym open at this season, better go for some work like this to sweat myself out. Question on my head today, should I give up my hobby?

9 August 2012

U did alot of good stuff and no ppl bother about it, and u did bad thing once, and everybody lost their mind. Am I the only person that can read others mind? Why I can easily sense others in bad mood, buy why others cannot sense I in bad mood too? I look too cheerful on outside? I need someone to care bout my feeling too. Not a single person care bout me, not my parent not my fren not even her.