Sunday, December 26, 2010

27 Dec 2010

went out for half day
kinda tired
goin out at 5pm
went to Fahrenheit put my car at jockey
UNIQLO doesnt really unique at all
just some winter outfit.
went to alot shop
zara,g2000,kitschen,etc etc
only manage to buy few shirt
3 g2000 and 1 the superman shirt..haha
countdown 2 day more to my birthday..shud i go out?

Saturday, December 18, 2010

18 December 2010

now only i realize today is my birthday
not the actual 1,but its the chinese type birthday
not in a good mood today
= (

no ppl at home too
shud i go out alone to buy mee eat?
feel very pathetic if eat alone at restaurant

Friday, December 3, 2010

3 December 2010

Just Received news from sister dat grandmom has just passed away
the unexpected news is here
really dont like this news
feel so sad
all those memory appeared in my mind
all those memory i had with u grandmom
u will always be in my heart
i love you

Sunday, November 21, 2010

21 November 2010

Recently alot of people in relationship
symptom of end of the year?haha
recently in alot paper job
assignment and make this make that..
but nt busy as others
still left 2 assignment..
but will be done very soon = )
no stress =D haha

btw its the mega gathering on this 27 november,cnnt wait for dat day
looking for partner accompany me go.who wanna go?

Saturday, November 13, 2010

13 November 2010

The thing i dislike appeared
on the night that i feel normal..
suddenly...

The bad feeling come back again
i am the 1 who pushing myself toward that.
I shud be pull back when i just started.
Now,i drop half leg into it.

What i know is,there is something u need to be serious,but not all of them
i understand what ah wu feel already

I shud just remain silent from now on..

The feeling is exactly same as last year broke with my gf..
too serious on it i guess...
KICK those feeling away
i wont envy any couple anymore.
FUCK off "LOVE" i dont deserve to get u

Changes myself from last year,from a bad guy to good guy i guess?
and now i gonna change again..People keep on changing what..
i gonna change to a better good guy,improved myself again
today...
i cut my hair from previous long long hair,to now almost botak
to show how serious am i on this changing
and next would be joining any charity stuff?
no idea,but now i am a part time Assignment helper and driver
mean i doing assignment for others and fetch other to place =.=
damn lame !!!

2molo gonna get my car back
so,gonna lepak lepak alone again..

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

26 Oct 2010

Sometime feel like not born to this world are better
not because i cannot get what i demand of
not because of alot of failure and obstruct
its because the attitude of people in this world are getting worse and worse
i dislike sad story
everyday avoid reading newspaper because i hate those accident news
natural disaster cnnt be avoided
but at least human act shud be controlled
if everyone in this world control themself
what would it be?
peaceful right?
i hate politics
i hate crime
i hate it
i hate people that ruin other people world
alot of people does not show respect to other
just some little manner will do

i know i am just a small person in this world
but..
i will help everyone that need help
even some people bluff me,i will still helping them
what i hoping on?
A Peace World.




Sorry to be so mad..just feel like this world are changing

Monday, October 11, 2010

11 OCT 2010

Recently keep on call my paretn..
miss them alot
realize that i dont reli spend much time with them
always hide at home in kL
shud back more often dy
they offer me a ride back ktn on wed
but i got tonnes of classes waiting me
sorry mum
happy birthday my small sis =)

Saw some news about the accident on melaka highway to seremban
i use to involve in accident
i know whats the feeling
sommore its involving 45 person and 12 death
horror accident there
drive safe = )

Saturday, October 2, 2010

2 Oct 2010

Result just announced on yesterday
not really a pretty 1.
but atleast i do saw improvement of myself..
there is 1 failed subject
but other are consider good for me.

Recently those eye blurring keep on disrupt me
and there is also a blind spot on my left eye
went to see optician..
blind spot cause by dead cell in eye
he say might be cause of i hurt my eye
and for the blurring vision,i make myself a spec again
a very normal spec..black frame with superior quality glass
asphirical,maintenance easy,multi coating,Uv protect,scratch resistance and so on
cost me rm239 for the whole spec,119 for frame and 120 for glass.
it shud be about rm600
manage to get discount =D

similar to this 1..ignore the logo behind =D

Friday, October 1, 2010

1 Oct 2010

Kinda Quiet recently,not talkative anymore,tired of talking already
use to be chatting lot with girl.nowaday are boys.feel more comfortable talking with them,talk about gadget talk about cars.although my fren duno what i talking about but i still taking out car topic to talk..boys like car what =)
Hp full of guy msg,not the old me anymore that flirt alot..i guess i got no power to flirt anymore?
there are 3 housemate in my house..so add me up will be 4.
finally 3 of them also got gf dy..and me still remain single
do feel like wanna in a relationship.but i not even got a female friend that find me.
how do i start with?
every girl ignoring ugly guy.so i choose to talk with boy.quiet quiet me sometime do freak people ..
i do not want to talk because tired of talking

Recently Eye vision keep on blurring.see a object need to give more effort..
went for eye check..increased 100 degree within a year.
time for me to wear spec...
gonna get something that black
black thick frame spec
like this type = )

Learned some french language in class today
comment ca va
ca va bien
je vais bien
haha blablabla
lot more
those greet word..

trying to let my life be cheerful
i wanna pass my life cheerfully !
without regret

Monday, September 27, 2010

27 Sep 2010

以前只要心情不好的时候
我就会为自己准备一个大餐
不管是遇到再难过的事,再不开心的事
只要吃一顿好料,就可以忘记
味觉是一种简单的幸福
我想把这种幸福带给你
都不知道几时才有机会煮给一个女生
自己都越来越胖了
是因为每天都心情不好吗?

Friday, September 24, 2010

24 Sep 2010

Dint sleep again =.=
6.20am dy
going to get sleeping pill soon
but as i know not so good right?
>.< save me..i wan healthy life
hw many day i dint sleep dy?
i wan healthy life
i wan eat healthy food
from november on i will make some chart about healthy stuff to be taken
october cannot coz i not enough money to do so..
need to solve money crisis stuff 1st
i wan to exercise
i wan to keep fit
i wan to study
i wan to earn money
i wan to take part time job(even servant i also can)
gym and book only appear in my mind..haha

Sunday, September 19, 2010

19 Sep 2010

Yesterday back kl dy
fetch sis back and today fetch her to bus stop.
hmm,here go my homealone
need to alone for a week
nowaday wanna stay at home dont reli feel like goin out
get myself a mooncake
decide to eat alone at 22
wonder what beverage shud i suit with?
Tea or coffee?
hmm..starting to worry bout my result..

Sunday, September 12, 2010

12 Sep 2010

Am i bothering you? I feel like i'm bothering you

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

8 Sep 2010

Hmm...blogging at 5am morning
just watch fin 50 episode of 神话 china version
super nice this drama
watched the movie version before and now this drama version
both of them make my tear come out
damn sad ending of both movie
wait for 2 thousand year but still need to leave each other
aw..i rather die..
movie version by jackie chan.major on action for me
drama version by hu ge.major on sad scene
cnnt sleep after watch >.<
emotional me T.T

Thursday, September 2, 2010

2 Sep 2010

Looking for buyer who wanna buy my Mazda RX-8 = )
Many New part installed..
New paint too
Parent want me to let go my Rx-8
but i still nt yet bored with it yet..
So...
Next what i gonna go to..
Mayb Facelifted RX-8?
or AUDI TT,OR MERCEDES BENZ SLK55 AMG
hmm..
kinda out of budget for that 2 cool ride..
SLK55 is 2 seater with 2 door and currently my fren risson is owning it..ops
Audi TT caractere edition for photo below is 2 door 4 seater
but damn stupid =.= nid to lift up the seat to allow passenger enter..
hmm...both about same CC..almost same speed for 0-100
price almost same
and ya...the SLK55 is convertible type...hard top sommore
or facelift RX-8 as my father say?


Saturday, August 21, 2010

22 August 2010

Accident on wednesday 18 of august
my very 1st accident
dint hurt myself and passenger
but my car hurt badly

i wont care my car.
what i care is u
when the car spinning.i look at u.i do know i got alot thing tell u
i feel so sorry for pulling u to this
i know u feel like doesnt matter..but its matter for me
i should just dissapear from ur life..always disturbing u..annoying right?



called my mum..told her i involved in accident
1st word come from her
omg,car damage badly?
hmm...i guess i just become a orphan on dat second
or i just their son that cheaper than the car?
what they know is keep on scolding
my right or my wrong
still my false

sorry guys
i am leaving msn,facebook,blog spot and even leaving my handphone
might be this world too i guess?
goodbye my friend
and i love u guys

Sunday, August 15, 2010

15 August 2010

My fren say that i am stupid i am fool
doing something that useless
something that stupid
= D

Anything la dude..
this world must need some stupid right?
cnnt all be clever
keep on cough and cough nowaday
gonna visit doctor soon i guess?
but before that will go and buy cough medi and sorethroat pill to eat 1st
cough until both kidney are suffering

hmmm
i am not a good person mayb?
i prefer to be single and unavailable now
almost a year of single life
use to be with it already =)
wont be finding anyone else
dun wanna waste ur time anymore = ]

Sunday, August 8, 2010

8 August 2010

This might be my last post in blog
tired of everything already
get myself out of internet world
mayb will off my msn too
soon will be handphone
Sick now
kinda high body temperature
fever dy..38 degrecc celcius

got to go = ( bye.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

7 August 2010

Duno why cnnt sleep today
back from rx8 gathering.
almost 20 car show up..

now already 3.44 am..
still cnnt fall asleep
later nid to morning call people tim
hehe
goin to pc fair and sakae sushi and also snowflake later
excited excited..

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Responsible is Relate To Stress

Just wondering i am just 19
why do i need to get through so many thing?
I am ok if just need to face on book..study....
But i need care on other too?
my housemate both arguing and i worrying?
my sister go out with bf i nid to worry too?

i got not much time to care bout all
why dont u guys be mature bit?

For u my sis
why dont u be responsible bit?
its just so easy to on ur handphone and sms me ur location
dont make me worry..its just that easy.
now mum and dad starting to call me and scold me
what should i tell them?
i go to college study from 1 to 6.30 and back u disappear?
dont even have a message?
and ur phone cannot contact?

i know u with bf should be safe
but seriously i dont even know ur bf yet
by judging his face i know he is good guy
but i dont know his inner is how
but for u my sis bf
Do u know a responsible bf shudnt be bringing ur another part at outside for so long and not even contact other?
i think u know what i mean
what i need is just a message or call.
is it just that hard?
the day u asked me will i disagree u and my sis?
i dint reli give u answer
but now i think u should know the answer already
except u both stop doin this kind of thing anymore
My parent are freaking angry right now
i become the middle people of everyone?
my housemate and now both of u?
Seriously i hope both of u see this post

i just wanna be a normal college student that can go out drink with my friend
and find a girl friend like others do.
i been rejecting all my friend for any activity do u know that?
i got no mood at all.
even my normal meal is interrupted
i cnnt eat on time and i got no mood to face those food.
i just wanna be normal

Facebook

Due to some reason.
i not goin to on facebook anymore
just wanna calm myself down..
might consider not to on msn also
and mayb blog too
only will surf some forum
something like i dun wan communicate with other anymore
mayb we shud use some old style communicate style?
by knocking my house door?

Btw,i am not moody = )
just wanna talk less.
goodbye half of my internet life

5 August 2010

Final is on the corner
Need to study dy
hurt myself during basketball yesterday
almost whole body hurt..
apply counterpain already
still not feeling well

seriously i feel that i starting to tired already
feel exhausted
seriously need some care..

Thursday, July 29, 2010

29 July 2010

Went to the garden today.
bought a very cute domo
its the genuine product
expected it is about 100 something
but for the size i wan it cost almost 70
its kinda reasonable..
there is also 100 something..but too big..will occupy my car space
put it on my passanger seat = )
very cute ar..
dun ask me why i am a big guy but like this kind of thing
its because i got no ppl to accompany with..
always drive alone..
buy a softtoy to accompany me..haha


hmm..wonder what she doing right now?
worry bout her..
dun drink so much >.<
boy are always bad..including me...
feel like wanna go there to see see..

Saturday, July 24, 2010

24 July 2010

Hmm..
wake up morning today father called me
ask me doin what..
as usual at home lu
then call me again..
10 minute go down to oldtown
scared ME O.O
introduce a guai lou to me
make me speak english to him @.@

tomolo if my housemate wan to go out..
i might goin out to buy story book for some one = )
hehehe

Monday, July 19, 2010

Too good?

Am i too good to bully?
ask me to wait and wait..
and u doesnt even serious on finding the road to here?
i wait for 4 hour u know?
in a place for 4 hour.

19 July 2010

Give some one gek =.=
very moody now.
i too kind and u guys keep on bully me?
cough attacking me again.
i cnnt even breathe well

Friday, July 16, 2010

16 July 2010

Duno why tonight i feel so damn emo and helpless..
O.O
but the feeling of emo kinda fun sometime
its like the world dat u only live alone
Recently was doing the normal daily routine..assignment and etc etc..
my assignment was not like those other course did..
their assignment is always the hardest 1 like they say
they will on saying themself assignment hard ar..rush assignment ar.
my course hotel management is just masak masak for them..

btw i do feel there is a expired date between me and my friend..
Feel like when u really dint find them for a long period.
they starting to staring u with strange sight.
sorry i do not need a friend that avoid me
and my classmate always bullying me.
i am human too
i do hurt when u talk with me like that.
i do treat u guys as a friend
what u guys give me?
some insulting conversation?
sorry..

feel that the day before i going club will be that emo
today i am going to mist club for event
seriously i dun like people that keep on saying me as sport car.
it make me feel like u saying my bad word.
just ignore it..it just a normal car dude.
keep those word on ur heart like u are so rich bla bla bla..
i am just a normal student.
i wanna gone drunk tonight..sorry dad mum and sis

Thursday, July 1, 2010

1 July 2010

July 1
Kinda sad today...
My fat bloke guinea pig is dying...
watching every sec it suffer...
feel like crying dy..
i swear wont adopt pet anymore..
Sommore...i sick today
high temperature
sore throat
headache
Flu
i cnnt stand anymore..
really hope someone beside me take care of me

Thursday, June 24, 2010

24 June 2010

Fine....
Sad now...
Dont care anymore...
Ish....
Emo !!
why everyone bully me?
Being good deserve to being bully?

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

15 June 2010

Long time dint update my blog dy
Kinda lazy to update...
i do login to see others but dint update mine

Bought a new wife from auto trading
The mazda car = )
i not a rich person..therefore 2nd hand car my choice..
Will be upload her photo A.S.A.P

Not feeling happy this few week
Duno why....emotional i guess?

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Look down on me..

I started my another new course in college
yes..i give up my previous course already
now i am like a STPM student which hav weak result and go for diploma
joined hotel management as it is always my 1st choice
i like to cook i like to serve
i dun care what others say to me
so,i know mostly of ur guys look down at me..
my previous coursemate,previous previous 1.
my fren.and even my family.
i dun care what u guy rate on my course.
i know when i graduate i might start on as a waiter
i dun care
but at least i know
i know what i want.
low salary,slave stlye lifestyle is what u guy think off?
sorry i dun need fren like u..
i wont angry on u guys..
but do not talk bout those thing to me
those insulting word..
i am weak in study.i know that.
i even weak in alot stuff.
relationship or what..
but i am good in being good..

25 May 2010

10 day since my last post..
Hahaha..

Kinda boring tonight..
Decided to blog..

Kinda emo also recently.
But what i know is
If u dun think of anything..
u may get into sleep easily..
Keep on sleep at afternoon nowaday
Haha..feel so refreshing

Btw..my new course..
80 % of them is girl..
omg..
boy are so rare at there..

EMo emo emo emo emo..

Saturday, May 15, 2010

15 May 2010

Too Desperate on getting something may result to make urself suffer
I will let everything go

Seem like,i am goin back to the few month before me
Focus on GYM and basketball only

This few week..keep on camping around those car dealer shop
trying to find a new car
Luxur or Perfomance type..
Then only i realize
i too desperate on getting those stuff
so,i will just let it go ba
there are 2 colour of that car to let me choose.
any of it will be
Just wait until end of the month ba

Went to Pav with oren today
She treat me eat snowflake
not bad not bad
my suggestion
for 2 pax
buy only 1 cup of the dessert
it is so huge

after dat i went back home..
since i got new house mate
i always sleep at noon and sleep early at night
Hmm..kinda healthy already
keep it on
almost 9 month i hardly to sleep
finally now..i got the sleepness
haha

Fetch ah wu and his fren to bukit kiara indoor arena for the concert
saw accident when on the way goin
a soldier car crash on the pillar
omg
the body fly out..
kinda horror

And...good luck to joo nee for ur competition ya..
LOok forward to that shop trip =D

Sunday, May 9, 2010

9 May 2010


This morning waked up by mother..
Ask me to help her do something
lift stuff or what
after that went to a appointment on meet up at sri hartamas petonas there.
Meet a England guy or where ..not sure bout that
Named : RT
he selling his wife car..the mazda rx 8
omg,totally attracted by the car..
8 airbag
9 bose sound system speaker
2 tone leather speed
6 speed auto transmission
4 parking sensor on rear and front
1 rotary light on rear
1 reverse camera
6 cd changer bose sound system with audio pilot
2 remote control 1 for wireless start engine and 1 for trunk lid and door opening
1 dvd player with navigation and monitor
1 user
22k mileage
4 new michelin pilot 2 tyre
18 inch sport rim
full bodykit
grey colour

OMFG..gonna get this car a.s.a.p
what i dun like on this car is..its grey..i wan a red 1..and i wan a with sunroof..or mayb panaromic roof if got..haha

Back home with light speed..phone called my mum for the car.
Ish,i really hate when she do not bother me when i talking on car topic
Hang up her phone and back home with emo+180 speed on car..
180 fast?hell no..i rather i die on accident..and let parent claim insurance on my death..
i want that car or i die..thats all...haha
Silly me..
Dont bother bout the 180.i goin to get my HSL..so no worry..experienced 1..haha

And i got a new house mate..the ah wu..LOL

Mother reached KL..discuss the vehicle stuff to her
Argue again..already very angry ar..
sommore my sister broke my pda ..the classic 1..damn ....immediately anger pop out
Scolded whole house people..
Run out from house..go watch movie alone untiil 2am
Yah,i know i shud satisfy with my ride..
i don even think of changing it
but once u say it..
and i wan u to mean it
promise mean promise
Ish..i think i will give up la..dun really like to talk with my parent anymore..
Our conversation Sucks anyway..
Seriously..i dun like people to broke my stuff
especially those classic stuff..
like my pda..i angry because i very like it..i put many effort on that pda.
Pass thru many great time with it
just like my ipod touch given by my ex..
Or i force my ex to give me?
Not sure..
But broke by my fren..
IF u ever saw this blog..
Pls do note that..
i not angry u because of broke that ipod
but because u dun even think i am ur fren..
Screw that ipod..
I just need true friend..

I shud be satisfy with my car..
Some people dont even have car.
Damn,u know why..
Human are sucks
They cnnt control their nerve
I cnnt control fromm falling in love with those hot rides
What am i suppose to do?

Thursday, May 6, 2010

6 May 2010

Today went to a damn far place to fetch my sis from penang...
Traffic jam dou =.=
Ish...

And my sis say wanna subsidize me a bag..muahaha
A crumpler bag =D

After dat..go and apply streamyx for student..
damn =.= accidently the pengawai there took my ori offer letter..
2molo goin to take back..hopefully can la !

Basketball after dat..
1st time saw many geng geh girl !
All geng dou
Sommore very high !
ish...174cm...
What i really shock on is...
the pretty 174cm girl
Smoking !!Wah...unbelievable lor
Ish..wasted ar...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

5 May 2010

Leaving Kuantan in 6 hour time...suddenly feel like miss kuantan alot..
Tonight was so emo..
Dono why..
i feel that i goin to die on today..
My last day?
Ish..i not yet tell that short hair girl that i fall in love with her..

If only i die..
Hopefully my fren will tell her la..
some of my fren know who is her..
Haha..
Crapping around this late night..
Good night..

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Happy Birthday To My Father,Uncle Kevin Lee

Happy Birthday to my father
ur present i left it on my KL condo
SOOOORRRY !!!
I dun mean it geh....
Ish...i kinda headache on this also la
SO..ur present delay lor..giv u on may

Scolded by him again just now..
haha...it was like daily routine ba..
sorry la..i trying so hard to reject the movie..IP man 2
But no ppl willing to take over my place..
not because of the ticket price..but its because i promise to my fren i will fetch them
if i dint go watch..how they go wor
Luckily just now nicholas say he will go =D thanks god..
i rejected my fren and help my mum and her fren to take care of their daughter
I dun mind be baby sitter =D
as long as u guys happy than ok dy la...
Not the useless maocheng anymore = )
i wan the be the useful 1..
i not goood in study i will improve
i not good in attitude i will improve..
no more anger in my mind
haha..but do not bully me..
I dont have any girlfriend or friend to be care about
mayb i will just focus it on My family ba
helping mum to do house work
cut grass,wash car,pull dog go for hang gai,fetch sis from primary school
every weekday stand at school chit chat with those aunty..haha
its another lifestyle also la..
Instead of being the " bai ga zai " at KL
Kuantan here much more better..
but very hot !!
Due to i wan to save money..
i dint on aircond
haha..

29 April 2010

Today My father birthday
Bought him a zippo lighter
Aiks....but forget to bring back kuantan...
Damn !!! left at KL
ahhh
cnnt give him surprise liao
Sigh !
Smoking not good i know
buy lighter for him..actually dat lighter hard to be use 1..only for nice..haha

BTW !!
i cnnt believe that,i in love with a short hair girl..
instead of curly hair girl dat i super interested on..
Hmm..short hair girl..i guess she know who i saying if she saw this blog
I was like propose to u now..
Not hoping u to accept me.
Just wanna express my feeling out
Thats the function of blog right?
Mostly u will be avoid me after saw this blog ba?
Haha..i dun care...just wanna to say out my feeling
I don't need to be your first love,i want to be your last
My heart,u can go ahead and take it without asking,because it's already yours.
Hope u saw this...no matter what the result..i will accept..

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Save Money Mode

Currently in Save money mode
hard to believe right?
Yeah..me either
Rejected a guy dat i deal with few week ago
To buy a paul frank headset..
Haha..so,there will be no item buying in this 2month
Mayb i will go seek for the paul frank headset myself
Searched the web and found dat there is a reseller at Cheras.
Might go and find it out 1 day..
Hmm
Owe Teng hui and tzong shieh money..
Need to pay back A.S.A.P
not feeling well owning people money

And i starting to reject others from goin out
Haha..even the gym i also skipped..
Rm10 per entry ler..kinda expensive
wanna reject today and tomorrow de movie session with KtN GANG de..
but i dun think can la..
they already bought the ticket ...
ISH...although ktn movie ticket is cheaper than kl..its like rm 6,7,or 8 only
But i still wanna save that money
haha..seem like i already success in SAVING mooney lo..

28 April 2010

Gosh..
awake from sleep
Head kinda pain
Headache !
Stomach still pain as well
Stomacache !
Ish..
Not feeling well

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

27 April 2010

Ish..yesterday feel so down
today feel down also
went to gym..
trying to do something hardcore
normally i went gym when i feel down
after workout
back home
saw teng hui pass by
he say go for basketball
then i folo him
after gym then basketball
kinda tired
back home
stomachache
not feeling well
keep on sweating
not dare to tell parent
scare they scold me
know why?
i never tell them i got any sick or what
thats why my body is weak and got alot penyakit
asthma,peptic ulcer,and so on
stomach pain until cnnt sleep @.@

Sunday, April 25, 2010

EMO !

Duno why today so emo...
Ish....

April 25 2010

Wake up at 2.30pm today
Yesterday went to cc and play until 3am
Haha..
Wake up and walkdown stair.
saw mum watch a hk drama
and watched a special scene
a oldguy giving advice to a girl
He say that
if you love someone
u must go and tell him..if not u will regret forever
eventhough dat guy not love you
atleast u express out ur feeling
then u will be no regret in the rest of ur life
Ish...
Make me wanna tell her dat i love her also
but need alot braveness @.@

Friday, April 23, 2010

The 3 word hidden in my mind

I think i fall in love with u already .
But i not dare to tell you
I scare u will reject me
Ask my fren will i success to be with you?
They say most probably i can.
But i still scare
Wanna find u..but scare will disturb u
when i receive ur message,Happy feeling appeared..
I duno how u think bout me
dun feel dat i match u
u pretty girl shud be match with handsome
u rich and i poor
doesnt match @.@
i not the oldmaocheng anymore
not the 1 dat brave in telling this kind of thing
But watched the movie today



the ice kacang puppy love
Not bad for malaysia made movie
the ending of this movie not that nice..
after watch this movie,what i get is
is better to tell ur feeling to the one u love before its too late
ish..i really not dare
what if i being reject
i not good enough to be others bf..
everynight i think of u @.@ wanna tell u that i had a crash on u..

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Sick

Sick already...
Feel dizzy..
Not in good mood = (
Sad

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I am useless

Scolded by father yesterday for late back home >.<
Today scolded by whole family again
They say i keep on wasting money
my result sucks
scolded for 1 hour
feel so sad.
ya i know its my wrong..
but i already controlling myself
those money i use to buy item
is the money to eat
i eat very less to keep the money to buy stuff i like
but end up scolded by them
And my result..
i know its sucks
but i changing course not because of my result..
i can advance my grade
but i choose to change course..'
and the reason i already tell u guys
but why dont u understand me?dad mom
both of u asking myself to pay my own fee
i dint say anything after they talk so much to me
i dress up my sportwear
and run from my home to teluk chempedak
reached TC in 45 minute
sit at there...make myself silent
trying to think something happy
saw many family there
having their happy family weekend
the family day...
since when is our family day?few year ago?10 year ago?
No idea
Many thing changed...
last time..if i feel sad..
i will choose to find my gf..talk with her..
but now..
i dun hav gf..
finding another soloution to keep myself down
i dun wan to argue with my parent

watching sweet couple at the beach
cute little child playing sand
sweet wife and husband..wife help the husband pinch the pimple
Really need someone to care bout me..

Monday, April 5, 2010

The Rushing dat to clean graveyard

Went To Bahau @Negeri Sembilan Yesterday
Go back for the ching ming..
clean my ah gong..tai ma graveyard
i am the only young guy at there ba =.=
Nowaday youngster are lazy..
Clean it in 3 hour time
Learn to back Kl from Bahau from my uncle
Father brother..
and he is 75 years old =.=
All the way from bahau to KL
bahau-Seremban=bus
Seremban-Kl sentral=KTM
Kl sentral-my house =Lrt
Saw my fren at my lrt and manage to get help from her
haha
ask her to fetch me back and dinner together

My uncle dat accompany me back Kl
this uncle being listed to my Admire list also
Haha..
the reason?
He is totally awesome
Newspaper got his article
he is 75 and he spend half of his lifetime on collecting book
and 10 year to spread those book all over Malaysia
He use to collect 30,000 of book in his house..Omg
Unfortunately..he got testis cancer..
damn..sad

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Car Accident

@.@ cnnt believe that involve in car accident again..
duno whether is my problem or the guy
but i will pay for them..
since they already hurt on hand and leg
this time motor collide on me >.<
luckily my car no scratches..
but got bit like go inside dy..
payed them rm200
Feel that some of the malaysian are so damn 38
i already goin to settle it..then they come over here and talk talk talk non stop
@.@ really annoying

bad day for me?
NO!
haha
the day is still continue..

Sunday, March 28, 2010

50 First Date



This few day keep on watch movie and drama only..
Hurt myself last day..both of my hand hurt
Skipped 2 day oF GYM..
just now watch a movie named 50 first date..
A love movie..
the male actor was adamn sandler..one of my favourite actor...
some of his movie can make my tear popping out
the click is his awesome movie also
And for the female actor is the girl from the charlie angle..duno what her name..
Not pretty enough for me..but she is good in acting

This movie damn nice 1..the guy love the girl on his first sight..
wanna to chase her..but the girl is kinda abnormal 1..
she only remember what she did in a day..after awake from sleep on another morning..
Her life is like refresh again..
She only remember everything before the accident
Adamn sandler was so good in this..
he record down those precious moment and play the video everytime she wake up..
although end up being beat by that girl..coz he is totally a stranger when she awake..

very sentimental very romantic lor...
the tactic adam sandler using is awesome...
he is a good guy...the girl can be bluff so easily but he never do it
he still trying so hard to help her..
gam dong betul..
If only i hav 20% of him >.<

i gonna become like my ex gf dy..
watch love movie @.@
become sentimental..
haha..good or bad?

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Cupid Stupid



Just finish watch a hongkong drama in few day time
that drama nama kinda funny on english..named cupid stupid
out long time ago but dint manage to download it..
get it from zhi heng..dun reli expect it to be attractive drama
but end up i feel so touch with the story inside..
Rate 5 star for this drama
Feel myself as the main actor of this drama
of coz not the 1 who sacrifice for the one he love
but is the designer

Feel like my attitude same with him
Living in a very good place with good person
Hav a good girlfriend and friend
But never appreciate them..
when i realise my bad habit..
its too late already
i same with that actor..we both very 自大
girlfriend treat me very good but i dint realise.
always think i am the good 1
until she break with me..and i am finally awake
In my study also the same..always think of i am smart enough..
end up fail and fail
Am i wake already?
we will see it on my next exam..
haha..but dun expecting me to get good result ba..

Beside that,hope to be like the another male actor..
the super good 1..sacrifice for his love
for me i will also do that ba..
although she already got bf
will still help her in all the time
help her to solve problem

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Last Week

LasT Week went to subang area for 2 time..
go there for basketball with isaac them..
Meet with joonee oso..
long time dint saw them jor
isaac become handsome already..LOL
got a gf there..
saw their sweet photo put on top of the bed..
jealous on him lor..
their daily photo..
Joonee became leng lui jor =D

1st day went there is for basketball but end up eating steamboat buffet and after that only basketball with fully stomach..
tHOse steamboat buffet over there are nice..

and the next day went there is for korean bbq..
Not bad..
saw many unique food
chit chat alot..
talk alot joke when at there..
after that we went to alot place..
Non of them success to stay for longer time =(
most longer is dessert shop ba..
funny chit chat we have..

Bought a wii today..
PLay WITH few friend..
not very nice..
but still ok la..

Saturday, February 27, 2010

26 february 2010

Wake up at 1 something..
Whole body pain as i expected
Craving for flanil or external use geh medi >.<

22/1 hurt my back,recover at the next day
23/1 hurt my left leg knee and toe..currently still blue black
25/1 hurt my right leg calf and 30 minute after hurt my left leg calf. after 1 hour hurt my left thigh

Play basketball ytd...play until the sky become dark..
on the way from basketball court walk to my car
the road is so damn quiet
Suddenly feel so lonely..
Saw ppl bringing their gf to basketball court
Jealous on ppl
What can do..dont even have a chance..
Haha..what i can do is do what ever i like
4 hour basketball 4 hour gym a day..
Enjoyable day for me tired day for others.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

2010 cny

T.T feel so helpless la
Something memorable stuff give by my ex girlfriend spoilt dy >.<
Will be rushing back to kl for repair..
Need to repair 4 device in same time?use to be with it dy..
Nothing goin smooth on my life..Kill me pls..

Went back hometown for cny gathering
Most of my uncle was giving me useful info about my course
Useful information..but sorry to say that i am goin to give up my course
Wont be studying quantity survey anymore after next sem

My father and mother facing some serious problem
Might divorce soon..i duno..i gt no idea.
hopefully wont be like dat bah..
with my situation right now
i duno i can hold on till when with the amount of money.

Just half hour before i make my facebook fren mad
Hereby say sorry to u felicia grace
Dun mean to laugh u..wish dat u saw this and forgive me ..
Sorry..

Anyway Happy chinese new year to u all ya...

Friday, February 12, 2010

Ahh~

Kinda sad due to something
i am still fine.
Sighy...

Anyway..back to kuantan for 2 week dy..
went to gym and jogging for almost 10 day
How hardcore i am..i less 2kg in 10day..
kinda satisfy with this result..
But will be more hardcore after cny
Will be controlling myself when cny
dun greet me happy valentine.
dun ask me how u go thru ur valentine
i dun hav any gf
not as sweet as u guys.
Yah i am alone.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Achievement of the month

Long time dint online..
Back kuantan dy but no internet at home..Hard to online >.<
achieve many thing at january

-Finish my final exam
-Help a blind person to take taxi (haha,consider achievement oso la )
-reduce 2kg weight
-51.25km running distance
-Bought alot shirt,pant and shoe

alot more i tink..but forget dy..coz long time dint online..Omg..its feb 6 dy...

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Arghh~

To those who look down at me.
I swear i will improve
Not that perfect..but at least better than now
I will be richer than now
I will be more intelligent than now
I will be handsome than now
I will be muscular than now

Stop laughing at me..i mean it.
Seriously i mean it.
isit handsome and rich that important?
Yes..i do feel so
And nowaday girl are always focus on rich and handsome guy
U wan rich?i giv u...
Looking forward to february
I will be completely change myself
For sure u guys from kuantan will be surprised

Going back on this february.surprise for u guys..

Friday, January 15, 2010

This is what i call love

I do not want to live, I cannot live without my boyfriendgirlfriend, I love himher so much’. This is parasitism, not love. When you require another individual for you survival, you are a parasite on that individual. It is a matter of necessity rather than love. Two people love each other only when they are quite capable of living without each other but CHOOSE to live with each other.