26 April 2015

I never really understood when people said they are depressed or anything along the lines of that, but I think I do now. It's been a weird and unsettled month or so for me and I can't work out what it is but I just haven't been content and happy with myself. I have an amazing group of friends around me and always have my family to support and keep me sane but I just can't quite put a finger on what is that is making me feel this way, maybe it's more than one thing? There is so much I wan to do,so much I have in the pipeline and so many ideas that my brain just goes Into meltdown on a daily basis. I'm going to be taking a break. I don't know how long for but I just can't carry on like composure so I can implement my vision. Lots of you ask about why there isn't photo being uploaded, I just don't feel myself whilst making them at the moment. I hope you guys understand, it's been hard to actually let you guys in on this. I don't even know if what I have typed actually explains anything. It's hard to put how I'm feeling in writing... I hope to see you guys again very soon. And I promise you when I'm back positive image and some great content that you all will enjoy

15 April 2015

I believe most of the people last thing to hold before sleep is the phone? So am I for the last decade. Eye sight getting worst, no bluff. Been avoid watching on phone at night for almost a year. Still don't get better, and I'm typing this with light off. Oh no. Can't wait to get my kindle next month 

7 April 2015

Why I always disappoint others? Why i can't be the one someone proud of?