26 April 2015

I never really understood when people said they are depressed or anything along the lines of that, but I think I do now. It's been a weird and unsettled month or so for me and I can't work out what it is but I just haven't been content and happy with myself. I have an amazing group of friends around me and always have my family to support and keep me sane but I just can't quite put a finger on what is that is making me feel this way, maybe it's more than one thing? There is so much I wan to do,so much I have in the pipeline and so many ideas that my brain just goes Into meltdown on a daily basis. I'm going to be taking a break. I don't know how long for but I just can't carry on like composure so I can implement my vision. Lots of you ask about why there isn't photo being uploaded, I just don't feel myself whilst making them at the moment. I hope you guys understand, it's been hard to actually let you guys in on this. I don't even know if what I have typed actually explains anything. It's hard to put how I'm feeling in writing... I hope to see you guys again very soon. And I promise you when I'm back positive image and some great content that you all will enjoy

15 April 2015

I believe most of the people last thing to hold before sleep is the phone? So am I for the last decade. Eye sight getting worst, no bluff. Been avoid watching on phone at night for almost a year. Still don't get better, and I'm typing this with light off. Oh no. Can't wait to get my kindle next month 

7 April 2015

Why I always disappoint others? Why i can't be the one someone proud of?

16 February 2015

Valentine passed and cny coming. The lee Mao Cheng is becoming boring and boring. When I get depress I hide in my room and take a nap to recharge energy. But when the energy is too much, I can't sleep at night and get depress again. So envy people that can sleep easily. Miss the 8 hour sleeping time so much. So here we go, the working life in sg start soon somewhere around March, good life? Well we'll see how. 

Photo of the day, my valentine.

29 December 2014

Today is my birthday. Stay at home as usual. 

4 October 2014

Count down 4 days to back Malaysia, can't wait to leave this place 

Random photo of the day, Disneyland Paris 

3 October 2014

Yes, it's October already. Last post was a month ago. Not easy to get internet in Europe country, and toilet expensive too. Went for Europe trip for 16 days and 5 day on Scotland and back to Amsterdam for 10 day. Currently at Amsterdam friends house. No special feel here, just wanna back Malaysia settle down and distribute my resume out. At this moment while type this out. At friends house which is a very nice and complete family. Definitely envy them, watch 爱回家 alone at the couch. Episode 607 and 608 it somehow remind me of how much u can sacrifice for love. 

Random photo of the month? I like toys. It somehow remind me of childhood instead of continue growing up