9 Dec 2011

been thinking to write on blog after i back to kl
but some of my reader demand on my post..hahaha
thats why i appear at here
dint notice its dec already
soon to be christmas and then my birthday and then NEW YEAR
omg..time passed so fast.
gonna prepare alot of thing now
present for my reader on christmas?
haha..and also nid to plan for some short trip around malaysia as i am too poor to go oversea.
and its 5am now..my shift to work for 2molo is 12 .gonna sleep dy.wake up at 1030 then go for lunch in my resort canteen =)
GOood night ~

12 Sep 2011

Few more hour will be leaving KL
went to Sepang Gold coast
for my internship.
Gonna be 3 month without internet..
Ish TT

I realize my post is only once a month?

alot spider web dy.

Going to Golden Palm Tree Hotel for internship for 3 month

and without any laptop,internet,and vehicle there

will be a boring 3 month i think?

currently at kuantan for short sem break

not a good sem break as usual.

at least not the relax 1? =D

Gonna post some picture here to colour up my Blog =)

11 August 2011

为什么？为什么我做人做到那么失败？

aiks

when i emo who can cheer me up?

feel suffer when i nid to get thru this alone.

The only way is type at here only

so HELPless ! TT

why isit so hard to cheer myself up?

6 July 2011

Good night =)

i only dare to greet u thru here..

dont moody already.

everything will be fine

29 June 2011

Was browsing friends blog just now

and image pass thru my mind like a video

suddenly feel like wanna go for some place that far from kl to travel

even genting highland can satisfy my eager already

due to my poorness,that is the place i can afford only..

looking at the photo of those people travel,playing on the bed,eating nice food

omg,feel like wanna eat " ham dan"

My gf is emoing again.due to her assignment

i can't help her again.what can i do?

10 May 2011

Car engine light appear again

mayb sensor problem or ignition coil?

told my mother about this

and she suspected me that i take out my own car part and sell it?

kinda disappointed to hear this.

30 April 2011

I am the failed bf all the time

i failed to make my gf cheer all the time

failed to make the smile appear on her face

making her emo always

i am such a sucks bf

24 April 2011

its 3.35am dy

and recently at kuantan always sleep at 4 or 5

kinda unhealthy

weight increasing also

when back kl shud be normal bit ba

bit emo tonight

feel so lifeless

human born out

childhood then teenage

after dat adult ,marry

and born child.

getting old and die

everyday suffering bank loan

installment this and that

work this and that

sighy

i prefer the stone age time

u hunt for what u need only

and plenty of time to spend everyday

nice fresh air everyday

13 April 2011

I am back to kuantan =)

Today gonna write about my wishlist

when talk bout wishist..i dont knw what i reli want..

ipad 2,iphone?nono..i wont think of something beyond my limit

car accesories? no?

Computer gadget? no?

handphone stuff? no?

omg..think for 10 minute..and i got no idea what i want..

haha =D therefore i got empty wishlist ATM

12 April 2011

Finally done my final exam

goin back kuantan 2molo

Should i put this blog to lock mode?

dont feel like expose to public anymore..

a blog for myself.me only.or mayb couple fren?

6 April 2011

Pathetic Life

Eating Almost Expired Bread As Brunch

And Dinner eating almost Expired Bread again with Almost expired Kaya for dinner..

omg..how pathetic i am..

forget to withdraw money from bank

wallet left Rm2 =.=

go to the atm at petronas..spoilt dy =.=

encounter serious bad luck today

3 April 2011

Emo vs Study
which will win?

(hidden text)

xmau think so much jor..go study sin =x

28 March 2011

Eye keep on blurring..
how i gonna study ar?
TT

21 March 2011

E m o right now
to prevent myself from emo
i think i better get myself to bed..
but feel hungry
dint consume much food nowaday.
sorry for being emotional lately
i am a sucks person.

18 March 2011

Arghh..
just cleared my wishlist 2 month ago..
nothing to buy dy...
but now something just appeared in my mind again >.<
feel like wanna get it before back Kuantan
2 razer item TT
yea.razer again =.=
razer ferox
ferox a speaker that portable type
can bring back kuantan next time..
ish...cnnt waste money jor...

just done gym today~
later 4 something fetch daddy = 0

Note

当一个男的真正喜欢你的时候，他会主动发信息或者打电话给你，因为他很想你。他会在乎你的一举一动，因为他怕他随时会失去你。他看到你心情不好，就会来安慰你，尽管你对他发脾气，他还是忍了。他会对你说些他的秘密，甚至有些连他最好的朋友也不知道的秘密。

16 March 2011

Shud i go for hospital tomorrow?
but my mum is coming..
the problem still exist after few day
suffering everyday

15 March 2011

I know i am useless
already did alot thing to improve
but doesnt seem to have any changes
still the bad son of my father and mother
not dare to post this kind of status on fb
scare let my sister stalk on me
this blog is not secure too
its open to public
i think i shud get a private blog to store all my emotion
i am not a good son
not a good guy ...
SIGH
i dint manage to help others
i am so stupid
dont worry,this post is not a sign of suicide..
just wanna express express...

10 March 2011

feel like myself kinda useless
i not gentleman
i disapointed my everyone
i am sucks
feel like i am rubbish in this world
step by everyone

28 FEB 2011

sleep again on 5 something
wake up at 8 something
always wanted to sleep if i got 8 am class..
i am hungry now
but not craving for food..
hmm...

actually i am the type of people that easy satisfied
u treat me a sweet
i can even happy for few hour
= )

Tired

back from gym
a short period workout
starting to feel not well again
back home and take medicine
stomach gt problem again
because i dint eat dinner?
no idea...
no mood to eat..
my tongue sensor just dont get right

view my fren wedding video just now
how lovely are they
i jealous people with lovely marriage than people who driving a exotic car
my fren kee and her wife video link as below

http://vimeo.com/20406886

look at how they look at each other
so lovely..
congratulation dude = )

27 Feb 2011

another boring night..
house so silent
non of my housemate at home now
paktor geh go paktor
outing geh go outing
left me alone at home again
hmm
go gym ba..

25 Feb 2011

Not feeling well for whole day
stomach pain
eat medi no use also
sigh ..

22 FEB 2011

another sleepless night
solve alot bill stuff today
college fee,condo maintenance fee,streamyx bill,etc etc
not secure to bring so many cash on wallet

hearing the song from jojo and kci-all my life
the feeling are so great for the night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXvMT_mVbqw
today went to college
and i realize being too kind will always bully by others

what i know is,its another obstacle on my path way of life
i feel like wanna hug someone tightly
where is my fren when i need u so much?

20 FEB 2011

today went to seremban grandma graveyard there to
pray for my grandma..
almost 80 day since her death
sleep at 2am but wake up on 6am
drive 1 hour to seremban
very miss my grandma
when i think of how she treat me last time
it do make me drop my tear for a while
emo for the whole day
on the way back kl,eye not feeling well sommore
feel very exhausted..
hmmm..

19 Feb 2011

Today schedule..
not goin for gym today..
due to those muscle pain
its killing me slowly.
will starting to pain when walk for a distance of road.

okay,today will be goin to buy washing machine..
after dat might go for restock my fridge
wanna cook food =D

Schedule

Sleep from 3am to 8.30
wake up for half hour
and sleep again until 2pm
sleep twice a day
mayb 3 time?

Schedule for this week
1.Went for Gym Everyday until Sunday after dat will be changing From celebrity Fitness
To danau kota play with bai~for a cheaper price and of course nearer and hotter! (
Gym do not nid air cond )
2.Pay Streamyx fee ( 2 month dint pay dy ) still considering to change to 5MBPS or not

Today Is valentine day
just think of wanna go out for gym
but everywhere is couple.i think i should just hide at home for 1 day =D
Happy valentine guys ~

P.S : Stop making joke on me asking me where u gonna celebrate valentine
i am single and currrently considering to available.~ thanks =)

14 FEB 2011

Tired..
1/3 day of today i sit at car.
my right leg old neighbour find me again..
back from ktn and finally KL
the place that i only feel quietness around me

11 FEB 2011

i just wanna say
THANKS ! to my parent .
reli thanks for all those stress and emoness u gave to me
thanks !

10 Feb 2011

Emo night again = )
its 5am already
still facing lappy
keep on posting emo song
O.O damn
3 day more to back KL

Emo,Sleepless night

Again the feeling came again..
make me freaking sad again and again
i always cheer others
but who will be here to cheer me up?
need to get myself tired all the time so that i wont think of it anymore
13 of feb can u come faster?
i wanna leave here.i wanna go for gym,i wanna make myself tired,i wanna get myself a good nap on bed without thinking anything..
Sigh !　ｗｈａｔ　ｕ　ｄｏｉｎｇ　ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｈｕｒｔ　ｍｅ　ａｌｏｔ　！　

8 FEB 2011

1 week more to back KL start my third sem
gonna make some changes for next sem
previous sem was a talkative 1 ..
this sem gonna be silent..
change hair style once i back KL
remain long bit bit this time..
but need to be look smart on the same time
gonna go see skin doctor also
need to care for beauty also
attitude,aesthetics,etc etc will be care on

4 Feb 2011

Erm,long time dint feel emo like this dy
its like lightning strike thru my heart >.<
feel like wan the time pass fast fast only
when i emo
i will write it on here..but never express it out..
dont wan let others saw my emo face..
Sigh~

i still cannot let go..
last thing i can do for u before my college start
and everything back to normal again..
clean ur emoness and may happiness find u

1 FEB 2011

Accidently Scolded my mum..
feel very regret.
Aiks = ( sorry mum..
shud wake up early tomorrow morning do something for her

23 January 2011

appeared at ktn for 4 day
from 19 to 23
dint go out for any yc..
only went out twice for fix car and 2 time lunch 1 time dinner
at kl hide at home at ktn also hide at home
thinking of wanna go out for movie and lok lok sometime
but see 1st lor
haha

16 January 2011

My first post on 2011?
not sure..and lazy to check.

realze dat i am starting to in love with book
went to college early morning for study session
study for 5 hour...i dint know that i can face the note for 5 hour and
i still feel like wanna read it
gonna addicted to it..

study group with my classmate khai yi
she told me ytd a girl say bad word about me
say a guy that drive sport car is ugly short and fat
haha i dont reli know i driving a sport car and i dont need any comment from stranger
i dun mind what others say bout me.
because i am just a normal guy..'
u word wont harm me =D

continue my study even i hear those word...
and so..my car locked me inside =.=
interlock spoilt
result to i scolded by parent again..
the lock spoilt by its own why shud i get scold
hmmm..