29 June 2013

People often ask me what is my religion, I told them I'm free thinker. Why? Because I don't believe on those, I'm not superstition. I believe fate is on our hand. It work on how u work on it. Not depend on other stuff. 

Random photo of the day preparing beef steak

28 June 2014

Today a friend told me she will cry when watch book. I told her boy will cry too. Like me, I will cry when I saw some pity person or animal stuff =( sometime movie too. 

So far the best movie I like, the click. From Adam. It's about how a guy get a remote that can control his life, pause it, rewind it or anything it can do with it. But there is a side effect on using it. Ur life gets accelerate faster too. U watch what u regret on. The thing u haven't do it when u was on dilemma. Till u get old and u regret. Life is like a movie. 

Another random photo of the day, sit on downstair staring at the sky all day long. 

27 June 2014

Bought myself a bike to travel for this 3 month, buy groceries, go class and etc. 

remember the first gift I bought with my salary from internship is a watch. The best gift you could give someone is your time because you're giving them something that you'll never get back .

25 June 2014

What a lucky day. Been here for 1 month and get hit by bird poop for 3 times. Haha. Too many big bird here. 

Some of my friend wonder why I can communicate with local here so well. This is my secret . Hahaha

24 June 2014

Then there I go again, I message her again. Because I still care of her so much. Then I message her to take care herself =( when I can't even take cAre of her. Btw all the best in ur career. 

Random photo of the day include myself inside this time. Been scolded by fren cause I always travel alone 😁

23 June 2014

Happen to travel around London this few day. Depression happen when I try to check in on the place I went. She appear on all of them. Somehow remind me how useless I'm that I can't take her to travel last time. It's all gone, have to move on anyway. Hope she is happy with his life there with new bf. 

Random photo of the day, sky get scar from plane

22 June 2014

Here I am, the London. One of the best city to spot supercar? Hopefully =) gotta miss my bed in my liberty Atlantic point. Left something on my window before I left to Stonehenge and London

21 June 2014

Today a friend say im that kind of person that will let go my lover if I love her. Hmm, I guess she is right . Sometime, u have to let go something u love. 

The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive urself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward. Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about that person anymore. I do care a lot a lot. Just like the first day I knew her. That kind of passion still here. =D

Some birds are not meant to be caged,their feathers are too bright, theirs song too sweet. So you let them go, or when u open the cage to feed them, they somehow fly out and the part of you know it's was wrong to imprison then in the first place. But still the place where you live is that much more empty for thei arrive. 

Here is another random photo of the day 

I wonder did I post this photo before @@

20 June 2014

What a bad luck day, shit happen sometime 😁 have to be more careful next time. When help my fren repair his bicycle get hit by my own bicycle when I bend down. Almost faint when get hit. So pain. Photo of the day = my head 

19 June 2014

Come across this when I reading this book. Oh my god, why the person tear this out. The page that I need, ish..

18 June 2014

What a careless day. Knock so hard on my head when I try to fix my bike. The bike got no stand and fall down when I fix it T.T

Now my head got mountain pop .ish >< damn pain. Gonna prepare well for next week my first alone bike trip =) 

My random photo on this post, almost vomit when take photo on this cruise

17 June 2014

There is only few song in my playlist. Some nice 1, like what are words from Chris medina. A reli nice 1. It always appear on my mind the lyrics. 

16 June 2014

I don't understand what those guy doing == why isit so hard to cheer ur own gf? Like ur gf in Liverpool, u in Sheffield. Dat short distance, go pop out and surprise ur gf la. And those at Malaysia can stay up long bit to chat with ur gf make them know u would sacrifice ur sleep time for them. Isit so hard to do it?

 I'm saying this because those girl in my hostel which 90% of them already got bf and most of them get depressed so much because of bf not bother them. Boys ! Appreciate before it's too late 

Here a random photo I took today to match my post =) 

15 June 2014

Going for Whitby trip in 5 more hour, it's the World Cup fever for this month. Expect everyone will be in panda mode. And me hardly fall asleep right now. Dunno what happen and still trying hard to figure it out. The tak tak sound from my keyboard. Make me feel so lost. The photo I took from alberdock when they reverse the ship

7 June 2014

No easy job in this world, this is what I always tell my friend that is already in working life. Instead of stressed at there, why not work hard little bit or endure the stress from Bos or work? I know I'm not qualify yet to talk as a working person (p.s Haven't get my job yet =p ) but once u get to work, u know u dint get paid to go there for sit only right? U been expect to contribute to them. If u feel underpaid, or overpaid. If underpaid, go compare ur workload with others that similar to u. If urs much more heavy, go and find another better offer job. If you're overpaid, which hardly happen nowadays, u have to work harder in order to help ur Bos. 

Finalise them for u, do u want to work for money or passion?

5 June 2014

I don't know what happen, but something bad happen for sure .

4 June 2014

Today I woke up. I'm healthy. I'm alive. Thank you 

3 June 2014

Always happy, upbeat, and joking when I'm around a group of people.

Always doubting myself, Sad and beating myself up when I'm alone. 

2 June 2014

Everyday living in the fear that everyone will betray me. It been haunted me for a month since the past incident. Oh gosh. I'm so afraid of meeting new friend. Especially female friend =(

1 June 2014

Friend often ask me why I don't update anything on FB or Instagram, it's because this is how I'm gonna disappear myself from social network. But yet it's hard for me not to find her =(