Merdeka Eve

Its merdeka eve now..every1 were gathering outside for countdown..for me?i stay in my house.Trying to concentrate on my note..but fail to do so...something bothering my mind..at least i try to read..Wondering wad she doin now..reach home safely?Question mark appear at my mind.what should i do now?Hope dat her assignment goin smooth..i reli hard to get into sleep mode.where can i buy a sleeping pill?or any other method for me?

I been emoing for a month.watching what happen to my best friend..nothing i can help with..He were being barred for 1 subject.stressed from activity and so on..i cnnt even help him..thanksfully his gf lay her hand to him.feel so pain while watching him cry and cnnt even help him.Jeolous on him got such a nice gf actually xD

Seem like the 4 guy include me dat always hang together they were all grown.Gin Woo and Angel.Keun wei with Ai Chin,Kang yu With Shiao mei.dating with gf..outing with gang of couple..Seriously i jealous with u all.but i wont mind..Its okay for me to stay alone here..stop asking me to find gf, KEUN WEI.Haha.Just called him just now.trying to find some1 to chat.dint answer me as usual.On phone call with gf i guess.

Yesterday,Someonce called me from SOT office..asking me to interview for why my coursework 0 mark..Its reli scare of me.she saying dat i nvr pass my coursework?wat the....Reli stress for me now.Many thing happen to me..I duno i still can stand with all of this stuff or not.

Am i too energetic?or too active..there are energy tat wont end inside my body..How do i get myself tired and sleep well?Use to be doing 3 sport in a day.Basketball GYM and jogging.By doin dat i only manage to get myself tired bit.and keep on goin with a nite jog.there goes a day.

Hope dat everything will just as fine as last time,i dun wan any changes.i know promise means nothing.but i do appreciate wad happen now.

Trying to make my blog interesting as other does..should i publish my blog?