30 April 2014

It's 540 am now. Averagely wake up to view phone 1 time every hour after sleep  

29 April 2014

Just did some bank stuff today. Apply a cc and a new maybank acc. Kuantan bank is crowded by people. Only 2 number diff I have to wait 30 minute. 

Today, saw a old fren of mine upload some of her photo. Remind me of how supportive of this fren were. Unlike others normal friend. She is by far the best 1, always stay by my side when I'm down, always talk good stuff Infront of me, cheers up and support me, most important I'm like a idol for her. People like to hear compliment from others, same as me. When anyone compliment on u, ur day was like brighter after all the negative thing happen. I tend to compliment others nowadays, control my rage and try to help others. Today successfully not mad at my mother. Sometime I get angry too easily. I know my bad tempered not every like. I dint feel it myself. I have to keep telling myself to calm down. Today is a good day to start with. Cheers 

27 April 2014

I'm a hard person to love but when I love, I love really hard. 

25 April 2014

Last day of my intern, happy? No? Sad? No? No feel at all. What a Friday, the moment when I realize I'm a stone that do not contribute to anyone. Just a obstacle to someone. Never been so disappointed before. Feel sorry to my friends and family, to anyone that I offense u, I say sorry to u again. 

24 April 2014

Today is a not a good day for some person out there. Definitely not a good day for me either. Relative just passed away today. Not really close 1, but sadness still hit on me at the night. The moment when u realize someone close to u leave u suddenly. Hard to imagine how much it hurt u. A father to a family, a husband to a wife and a dad to a small cute boy. Make me tear so bad at the night. Accident took his life. Hopefully this Sunday able to meet the family. My condolences to the family. =(

23 April 2014

3 day left to end my internship at Royal selangor. Went for workout with sister today. Back home and found the bonuslink letter at mailbox . Dint realize I got almost 10k point , someof them gonna expired soon. So I redeemed my self a Li ning badminton racquet. To keep myself busy all the time. I even play badminton and basketball. Haha. Good night 😬

21 April 2014

Ending my internship in 4 day more. Await the lunch treat from my colleague =) boredom strike me again. Nothing to do all night long. Gonna sleep early again. Time for some sleep song 

14 April 2014

2014 first insomnia night? Damn, can't sleep now. How I goin to work, I don't want keep yawn at work >< have to grab a coffee .

13 April 2014

Went to badminton today with housemate, after that go for steamboat and then help my fren change car tyre. How do I keep my time occupied all the time? Feel bit too free on weekend. I can't just workout for whole day. 

11 April 2014

Some girl think their bf is the hero, some think is their idol. Some is they will proud of. Wonder what am I to my gf? Nothing much to proud of I guess. Not hero too I think. She is a great girl now. No longer the small kid that like hello kitty. Her independent in Singapore makes me proud of her. And I no longer needed to help her. I feel so proud her. Hope u doin great there. 👍

2 April 2014

I saw a thread on lowyat. I think I might as well share it here. So that I can refer back next time? The thread is about career talk. In my age, what appear in my mind is mostly on future and career only. The guy with 8k salary on age 26 ! Not bad right? But yet he mention that still hard to survive. So I was wondering how much do I need to earn when I work? The guy is on oil and gas job, with a child instead. People with a kid, it's like u have to double ur salary in order to form a family with kid. Talk bout oils and gas, my father is on this sector too, honestly speaking, he earn 10-120k a month yet he told me it's ngam ngam enough only. I don't think it's a way to scare me. It's more like a reality. No matter how much u earn, u will still hardly survive. Guess I have to view more jobstreet now, cheras =)