2009-2010

Year passed and passed

Everything seem pass so fast

Tuesday is my birthday..i am officially 19

And 2molo will be 2010 and i am unofficially 20

Damn...i only 19 for like 3 day?

SO unfair.haha..just simply blaming over here

getting fatter this 2 week

Miss GYM and Basketball alot..but nid to prepare for final exam..

Make my self a basketball jersey..

Named Mao square

Haha..quite yeng geh..but kinda long dat jersey..thanks piggy anyway..

Received 2 present from my friends...Fau exco gang and B1 BD gang...HAHA

Thanks alot..will be posting photo below this post

2009

a year that full of obstacle for me

I got my worst Result ever at this year

I get dumb by My gf this year

I get into Hospital this year and get stupid penyakit

But i do learn alot of thing

I learn to stay alone and take care myself

I learn to travel out from country alone

etc etc

Kinda unsatisfied with this year..but nvm..will be hardcore on everything next year

Gym,Basketball and Book is my life for next year..

LOL...

Blog

Long time dint post anything..

Passes my birthday.

As what i think..no surprise..

Dint disaapointed anyway..with the great wishes and msg from my buddy

thanks alot..

Present ur wishes to me is better than items.

We are still student.No income yet..haha

Sometime feel like wanna start a relationship

Envy on my buddy with their scene holding their gf while goin out

I am so helpless.

Dint back home for a period..Something happen in my family

While i still relaxing at KL?

i am the most sucks son ever.

Haiz..I nid some 1 to care me.i nid some 1 to talk with me thru phone

Someone that really care of me

And i hope the person was u.

I dun dare to disturb u

I really having alot problem

Why do others can goin thru their life so smooth?

And i need to step on so many obstacle?

i having the longest flu and sick ever in my life

Almost a week.

Suffering alot..i may bolo shoulder for others.but not borrowing from others.

I cnnt get good result in my exam

Others were so lovely with their gf bf.

And i was like alone to pass thru everything?

And why was other people parents are that lovely.

And why not in my family?

Shud just hide myself.Do the best for my family instead of making problem for them

Trying to get rid all of this..

Will Smile still appear on my face after this?The true smile or the fake?

Hey...

Hey guys =.=

Went to basketball just now from 6+ until 9

Back home and found dat alot message and miss call

mostly my fren =.=

just ignore the previous post ba..

blog is for release ur feeling

i wrote it on here.

u guys dun worry me so much la..i can survive..

Having a great time with u ah wu

dun worry..u guys dint effect my money la..

Good luck and have a nice holiday.

Currently In Troublesome Status

Very Suffer ar >.<

Sick now

My voice become so sexy

cnnt even go to see doctor

My wallet left RM20 and nid to stand until end of month

And i not dare to ask money from parent

There got alot problem nid to be solve..

i dun wan to giv them anymore problem.

And to be announce that 21 of dec is the date for me to start exam

Exam will be start on 14 of jan

Haha

Still owe kang yu RM310 and Sebastian RM40

OMG.......

Total of RM350

and i wont hav any new shirt to be wear for next year

Coz i not dare to ask money from parent

Everything relate to money need to be hold down

And my car broke down last day

called my parent

first sentence with : Dad,my car duno got what problem ler

Then end up with : I duno how u use car !! u walk to college la !!

Sigh..later most probably will jogging to college ba

My situation now is like a orphan..

Maybe i shud work now?

I dint pay for my electric,maintenance and internet fee for 1 month already !

Just Realize my birthday is 1 week later

Birthday mean what?It remind my mum that the dat she 'suffer the most pain moment in her life

that is born me out

Haha.

Going to be 19.My friends dun need to prepare any present or cake ok?

As usual i never receive any present in my 19 year lifetime..There is few .but can be counted in finger..haha

So..i use to be with it already

We all are just 19..mostly got no income yet..so just save ur money for ur bf or gf ba

Haha..

SMS me and greet me birthday more than enough already

LOL,miss u guys alot..will be holding my phone and wait u guys at 12am

So it is.

Not really addicted to online surf net anymore.

There is much more i need to do.

Will be starting to hardworking after this week

And....just ignore the previous post

Dont like any any girl now =)

Just wanna study hard.

MaoCheng is not eligible to start a relationship

Its so complicated

I like u
I spend some happy time with u.
I like the way u talking
I like the way u act
I dream of you almost everynite
but..i got no brave to asking u be my gf
i am nt good enough to be ur bf
There is lot more good guy behind
As those ppl usually say
IF the people u like is happy..u will happy too
Haha.
Dont feel like wanna start a relationship..
Feel like cnnt giv my other part of my life happiness..
Sometime i almost cnnt control myself..
typed a message

"Can we advance our relationship?from friends to girlfriends?Would u be my Girlfriend?"

But dint send it out la...haha..saved it a draft everytime..

Those friend that keep on questioning me who is that bad luck girl

Haha
here is some hint..
-She is younger than me(1 year 2 year 3 year?who know)haha
-Her hair is long (haha.kinda hard huh?)
-Wearing spectacle? (i oso duno..but mostly she is on contact lens)
-Super WHite skin (For me.. =p)
-Super lightweight girl.. 30+ to 40
-A girl that full of curiousity and kinda rude..haha

For those that know who is her.Please keep it as secret bah..
I dun wan scare her..
haha,thanks lot.