GoodBye

Good Bye my frens.Not goin to available anymore.Take good care.Bye

Waked

Its 27 day already.ShE got her own life there.Nice Bf,Nice lifestyle.

This 27 day its like my new life.Its like i wake up from a dream.I feel that i am awake.

I starting to get a newlifestyle which is super normal for me.

Everything changed,Its everything

I started to Study hard as i dint study last time for 3 year already

I started to do some excercise as i damn fat already

I started to care my face as alot pimple

I started to Go for Gym to get nice body figure

I started to Back hometown,dint back for half year already

I started to stay at home accompany my parents

I started to save money,no more buying

I started to watch on guy instead of girl

I started to drive slow From last time 160 km/h to now 80 km/h

I started to learn baking

I started to smile

I started to Put myself in silent mode,more u talk more trouble u are in

I started to treat other ppl more good,as i know Appreciate this word

I started to learn Everything Everything

Everything changed except i still active in Facebook xD

No more Rude word from my mouth,care of everyone.

I know i'm not perfect,and i don't claim to be.But before u start pointing finger,make sure your own hands are clean.

No offence ar~

Wish her good luck in exam,relationship,assignment,presentation and oso making popiah. xD

Sad Case.

Went to a morning jog again today.its short actually.Ktn are hot than KL.the main reason i dun like to back here.

Went downstair just now,saw the monopoly i bought from australia were playing by my sis =.=

Remind me of some memory la.me and her play at hotel there.aiks

Getting my dinner now.Bye

Back In Kuantan

Its been a long time since last time i back hometown.about half year ba =.= miss my 3 doggie here.Too much memory at here.Many our 1st time happen here,1st date.1st time she gave me a kiss.1st slap she gave me.Haha.Still miss her verymuch,for the 20th day.

Its 2.40 am now,still blogging atm.what else can i do huh?Just viewed her blog,saw her 1st date at there.Shud be happy i guess.As long as she is happy,and i am happy too =)..

Hmm,for those fren that i just knew,wondering what happen to me recently.Ask me bout it,i will tell u my story =)

Going to do the 1 of my task in my schedule.Morning Jog.7 am later.Good Nite frens ~

Schedule For Next....

Going to set up some task to be done within the day.

1.Going for basketball match tomorrow

2.Set up my Car stuff,and clean inside.

3.Back hometown,another basketball match

4.Went for Gym in kuantan,walk in of course

5.Morning jog almost everyday in kuantan

6.Reduce my weight as much as possible,to 45 if possible

7.Train Shoulder,from 18 to 19 xD

8.Using the 2 other method for pumping

9.Increasing my CGPA =)

10.Eat less rice,less sweet and oso ice

11.Of course update blog everyday,haha

will be update this post if got any changes

Last Day of my exam

Was Sleep from 10-12,5 to 7.only 4 hour like dat for my preparation

Wake up at 7 again for another preparation,why am i working so hard on tis?Because i got nothing left beside exam.

Go to college at 8.30 and present myself in the examination class at 9 and saw a lady lecturer smilling sweet to me.tink dat we are on stress huh?but thanks for u lovely smile.

My first Time ever i tink,first time used 2 answer book to answer question.Its many for me,but mayb for other just small case ba?But its a Achievement for me jor.Claps for myself.Quite confidence in this subject.Building Material,Hope can get A la.just kidding ba.Got pass i am satisfied already

Finish my paper early as usual,went to a hairstudio have my hair cut.Oh Gosh,my hair are damn short now.Nvm ba.nothing is big deal for me anymore.

Went to College area again,meet my college mate,went for some mini game and went to Sing.Not really like to sing,my sound sucks.it remind me of somethinng.Anyway,glad to hav tis kind of cheerful coursemate.They are totally crazy.My mood are not dat good actually,but wont appear the stupid face infront of u all.Dun wan sweep ur all de mood xD cheer B group

Leave them for an hour,went to lowyat alone,the feel of alone actually are not dat suck as u tink.went to survey Handphone holder and Bluetooh handset,Materialistic appear again?Hell no.Bought tis 2 ting for some purpose.Its useful for me,Last time almost accident becoz of holding handphone and talking,goin to avoid this.I know u all may tink i am suck and keep wasting money,if u tink so,i will admit it.i got my own reason.

Sorry to abrille,my english sucks,not really understand wad u wrote on ur blog.did i really affecting ur life?Just tell me.i will be just disapear.i will just stop type those stuff that make u mad or wad.know that u got nice lover over there.enjoy ba.No offence...

4.30am

Its 4.30 am now.was studying in this moment.Trying to put everything inside my mind.But yet,i still miss her.its the 18 day already.wondering how are her over there,cnnt update anything from her.update info from maurice,thanks ya.hopefully she are well over there.her lifestyle shud be pretty nice over there.Mayb goin back to hometown 2molo,expecting a tired vacation on hometown.Early early make a appointment with those basketball buddy to play some match.hehe.and oso every morning to jog of course.Quite happy today,controlled myself to buy something worth 100+,dun tink its useful for me.i dun wan to be materialistic.every1 was hate me.And saw some keep fit method from Tv today,not to eat any flour food anymore.avoid rice if necessary.No more sweet stuff.and oso no more ice for girls.will folo this and oso my own promises with my parent wont eat chicken for 29 day.last time make it to 27 day but failed at 28.Aiks.Good nite guys,sWeet dream

Morning

Just wake up,feel like nothing much i can do in my life.Only left Study,Eat,Sleep and Sport.There is only black and white now.No more colourful stuff.this is the 15th day.My Feeling are still the same.

Her life are colourful,she got many path to be choose.Easy get influence by other as usual,wont be saying No to other.She is really a good girl.I got everything dat i wan now but there is oso lost of something.In this moorning,i hope dat can sleep again to make me not dat suffer.

ABCDEFG

ABCDEFG means A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl

Its been 2 week already,feeling still the same.smile infront of fren hurt inside of heart.its Exam week i cannot even go for a jogging to make myself tired.Everyday FB and Blog.so meaningless.Someone got their new life over there.Glad to see dat oso.were watching her blog everyday.Worry bout her..but nothing i can do.happy to saw dat she got many good guy around him,nice looking guy,nice guy,rich guy etc.etc.It do hurt me but oso hoping dat she will found a guy dat treat her good than the old 1.

Hmm,went to Supermarket today.Bought myself some biscuit and drinks.Not reli goin to spend money on buying something anymore.It remind me the word dat someone talk to me before.I am so damn materialistic.i know.i must change.but hard ba.Not hoping to get in any relationship now as i will not giv them wad they need.I am good but there are lot more better.

Advisor

I am such a loser,Were giving good advice to all my frens.I am a good advisor by the way.Trying to help every fren solve their problem.love problem,Economic problem decision problem,etc etc.But i suck in giving myself advice.I am suck coz were giving advice to a girl dat i like what she should do when choosing between 2 guys.what the fuck am i doing?Trying to be strong or wad?Nothing i can do bout tis anymore.will try to help solve everyone problem instead of mine.Isit like collecting 恩德？Done many wrong stuff,Mess up all those thing.what can i do is help everyone.Yes,i do.i am a good advisor dat can giv u advice.feel free to ask me ba.the last decision is depend on u.

Went to cinema to relax yesterday.pamper my self with a movie.this few week time reli do change alot.Every thing i saw related to her.even i watch horror movie.Goin to accompany my fren now.Good luck to u all guys

U makes my 09/09/09 full of sadness

Hmm,As i say at 12am.goin to do something crazy today.Went to shopping with my mum.Trying to get some sweet memory on today.Yes,we did.Crazy Shopping today.bought a handphone for myself and my mum bought a bag for herself.By the way,kinda sorry to some1 in my life.i realize dat i do reli dat suck when she express out.Aiks,i must change.must change.I am not materialistic.Just wanna get those stuff that i reli like it.Sorry...Goin to upload some of the photo

of stuff i bought today.

=.= what a weird day

Today finish my math test.Yes,it still remain the same i guess.fail =.= again and again.very hard for me la.aiks.i rather memorize other stuff.Here got the weird stuff.

its exhausted after the goddamn exam.Trying to take a nap at room =) when i sleep for an hour.i hear some sound out of my gate.=.= the key open door sound.OMG,its my mum came from ktn to KL.Doin Spot Check on me.L

OL.luckily dint bring any girl to my room.hAHa just kidding.i am

a good guy ok?Ermm,she cam

e here and tell me dun tell father dat she came.aiks.wan me be middle people again.She came here just to make my father angry coz he always gamble

and drink beer @.@ aiks.Use to be with it already.Mum gave me a roll of money.OMFG,its about 3k in that roll of money.For me to buy my HTC TOUCH PRO 2. it cost about RM3199.

OMG,its like.wtf?suddenly sot jor?i ask her wad happen.she say got alot money =.= and its meaningful to buy something at 09/09/09.LOL,kinda surprise ler.and she goin to buy herself a Louis Vuitton Bag too =.= and all those will be happen on today 09/09/09.Nyiak Nyiak

Going to post some photo about dat handphone coz mayb somedunowad is that.hehe

Opss

Its been 4 day since my last update?Working hardly on Math Right now.hopefully wont be fail anymore..but still kinda lazy right now.Missing my Gym and Jog and oso basketball.waiting for 18 of September.back to hometown for all those.Jogging,Basketball and Meet up my fren.My new target is goin to become mucular for tis month till the next month is my due date.Hopefully shoulder fit the Polo T tightly.that is my aim xD 2am rite now and i still blogging.wat the

Tricked~

Today is my 1st day of exam,Went there with only little preparation.not very confidence to answer those question.went to the room that i had my test,before enter i asked carefully whether is the right place or not.the lecturer over there say yes.i ask him couple time to confirm but u know wad =.= .When i start my exam paper for 30 minute long the goddamn fatty lecturer ashame me =.= he suddenly shout "Hey you,repeat student.why are u sitting at here.u shudnt be at here.u enter the wrong room.that time its like WTF!! i asked couple time from ur partner he say is this room.now kick me away and went to other room =.= after finish my exam i forget that i got appointment with miss tee another lecturer,i late for bout 15 minute coz of traffic jam.then she went out to eat for 1 and half hour =.= aiks.standing there wait her for dat long.finally she back,and thanksfully she accepted my 3 report.Yes,Concentrate on math now.Good luck for others that having exam too.

EMO stuff

love is self-fish,

love is about 2 person and not just 1 side.
love cannot be force,
love no need care about others things,
love no need ask about others people's opinion,
love no need care about others people how they think,
love no need care about others people's feeling,
love no need sympathy or mercy,
love placed 1st and friend placed 2nd,
let it go already not easy to be,
still wan listen this kind of compassion words?
it will only make the people more depress and soreness,
it will only affect the people's self esteem,
why time must going forward? it cannot be going backward?
why human will have sad receptor?
if it does not exist, that will be good for me, at least my life will be better...

Grats to Vincent A.S

Congratulation to vincent dat ur baby daughter just safely pop out from mother tummy yesterday nite.Become father already ya.Hopefully can meet her soon.There will be baby sound appear once again in our area.remember to give ur baby photoshoot.LOL

My life

Hmm,talking bout my life now.wad to say,its like a UNCLE life.Why do i say so?not becoz of my age of course.I am just 18.its about my lifestyle.i dint sleep yesterday.rushing for my workshop report and oso revision.this morning went for a morning jog 5km per day.after finish my jog,went to a shop and buy myself a drink and newspaper of course.currently addicted to newspaper.1 day 1 apple no nid see doctor,1 day 1 newspaper no nid be soh lou xD.my own phrase.i am the youngest among those uncle dat sitting beside me.they were doin the same thing as mine.go for a morning walk and sit at those shop drink coffee.Shud be copying their lifestyle too.their son and daughter left them for work,or their wife pass away,stay at house alone,lonely and peacefully sitting there enjoying their coffee and newspaper.almost same as me ba.Officially a UNCLE now.but there is some difference between me and them la.Isit this is the lifestyle i nid now?And to my buddy.dun call me for clubbing =.= coz i got plenty of work nid to do and oso revision,and promise to some1 before dat i wont be drink beer anymore.if go clubbing is drink coca cola then ok la.remember ya.

饿...

当人试过肚子饿，脑根才会清醒，我没有肚子饿太久了，先在有回这个感觉，就算现在有很多东西吃我也不会让我吃到太饱，因为只有这样才可以提醒自己肚子饿时候的感觉是多么痛苦的。i give up,lazy to write any more chinese.2 sentence can kill me.Working on my report now 1.30 am already..keep it on mao cheng

How do i gain back my appetite?

I lost my appetite for this few week,lost alot weight.there is something cheerful and oso something dat making me sad.the cheerful stuff is my body weight decrease for 4kg and its a success,ya,for sure my body are better now..but hopefully my parent wont's saw this post,becoz i feel dat my peptic alcher is attacking me again.coz of the vommited i experience tis few day.those excercise and vommit really making my body to be fit.hopefully can be a muscular man xD..How do i gain back my appetite?only ate 4 meal for 3 day.How?

Thanks Bro

Went to take dinner with some bestie at KL,Kang yu,keun wei and gin woo gf drive all the way to Sri rampai just to take dinner at Pappa Rich.Kinda nice the food over there.but too little.Ya,just suite me coz i had no mood to enjoy it..KNOW dat they are good,accompany me for whole nite.Ya,thanks to u all.Especially keun wei accompany me for whole nite sleeping beside me chatting with me.i manage to get thru this nite without watering my booster and pillow by tear @.@ kinda relaxing when chatting with him.feel like wanna hug him and just release my tear.Ai chin dun angry ya.keun wei say he nid 2 year time to let go a 1 year relationship,kang seng oso same.how bout me?6 year?Hmm,Jeolous on keun wei on call with his gf now,beside my room of course instead of talk in front of me.Hopefully Keun wei,kang yu and gin woo tis 3 buddy will be happy with their gf.Ya,mayb goin for another morning jog today.