2009-2010

Year passed and passed

Everything seem pass so fast

Tuesday is my birthday..i am officially 19

And 2molo will be 2010 and i am unofficially 20

Damn...i only 19 for like 3 day?

SO unfair.haha..just simply blaming over here

getting fatter this 2 week

Miss GYM and Basketball alot..but nid to prepare for final exam..

Make my self a basketball jersey..

Named Mao square

Haha..quite yeng geh..but kinda long dat jersey..thanks piggy anyway..

Received 2 present from my friends...Fau exco gang and B1 BD gang...HAHA

Thanks alot..will be posting photo below this post

2009

a year that full of obstacle for me

I got my worst Result ever at this year

I get dumb by My gf this year

I get into Hospital this year and get stupid penyakit

But i do learn alot of thing

I learn to stay alone and take care myself

I learn to travel out from country alone

etc etc

Kinda unsatisfied with this year..but nvm..will be hardcore on everything next year

Gym,Basketball and Book is my life for next year..

LOL...

Blog

Long time dint post anything..

Passes my birthday.

As what i think..no surprise..

Dint disaapointed anyway..with the great wishes and msg from my buddy

thanks alot..

Present ur wishes to me is better than items.

We are still student.No income yet..haha

Sometime feel like wanna start a relationship

Envy on my buddy with their scene holding their gf while goin out

I am so helpless.

Dint back home for a period..Something happen in my family

While i still relaxing at KL?

i am the most sucks son ever.

Haiz..I nid some 1 to care me.i nid some 1 to talk with me thru phone

Someone that really care of me

And i hope the person was u.

I dun dare to disturb u

I really having alot problem

Why do others can goin thru their life so smooth?

And i need to step on so many obstacle?

i having the longest flu and sick ever in my life

Almost a week.

Suffering alot..i may bolo shoulder for others.but not borrowing from others.

I cnnt get good result in my exam

Others were so lovely with their gf bf.

And i was like alone to pass thru everything?

And why was other people parents are that lovely.

And why not in my family?

Shud just hide myself.Do the best for my family instead of making problem for them

Trying to get rid all of this..

Will Smile still appear on my face after this?The true smile or the fake?

Hey...

Hey guys =.=

Went to basketball just now from 6+ until 9

Back home and found dat alot message and miss call

mostly my fren =.=

just ignore the previous post ba..

blog is for release ur feeling

i wrote it on here.

u guys dun worry me so much la..i can survive..

Having a great time with u ah wu

dun worry..u guys dint effect my money la..

Good luck and have a nice holiday.

Currently In Troublesome Status

Very Suffer ar >.<

Sick now

My voice become so sexy

cnnt even go to see doctor

My wallet left RM20 and nid to stand until end of month

And i not dare to ask money from parent

There got alot problem nid to be solve..

i dun wan to giv them anymore problem.

And to be announce that 21 of dec is the date for me to start exam

Exam will be start on 14 of jan

Haha

Still owe kang yu RM310 and Sebastian RM40

OMG.......

Total of RM350

and i wont hav any new shirt to be wear for next year

Coz i not dare to ask money from parent

Everything relate to money need to be hold down

And my car broke down last day

called my parent

first sentence with : Dad,my car duno got what problem ler

Then end up with : I duno how u use car !! u walk to college la !!

Sigh..later most probably will jogging to college ba

My situation now is like a orphan..

Maybe i shud work now?

I dint pay for my electric,maintenance and internet fee for 1 month already !

Just Realize my birthday is 1 week later

Birthday mean what?It remind my mum that the dat she 'suffer the most pain moment in her life

that is born me out

Haha.

Going to be 19.My friends dun need to prepare any present or cake ok?

As usual i never receive any present in my 19 year lifetime..There is few .but can be counted in finger..haha

So..i use to be with it already

We all are just 19..mostly got no income yet..so just save ur money for ur bf or gf ba

Haha..

SMS me and greet me birthday more than enough already

LOL,miss u guys alot..will be holding my phone and wait u guys at 12am

So it is.

Not really addicted to online surf net anymore.

There is much more i need to do.

Will be starting to hardworking after this week

And....just ignore the previous post

Dont like any any girl now =)

Just wanna study hard.

MaoCheng is not eligible to start a relationship

Its so complicated

I like u
I spend some happy time with u.
I like the way u talking
I like the way u act
I dream of you almost everynite
but..i got no brave to asking u be my gf
i am nt good enough to be ur bf
There is lot more good guy behind
As those ppl usually say
IF the people u like is happy..u will happy too
Haha.
Dont feel like wanna start a relationship..
Feel like cnnt giv my other part of my life happiness..
Sometime i almost cnnt control myself..
typed a message

"Can we advance our relationship?from friends to girlfriends?Would u be my Girlfriend?"

But dint send it out la...haha..saved it a draft everytime..

Those friend that keep on questioning me who is that bad luck girl

Haha
here is some hint..
-She is younger than me(1 year 2 year 3 year?who know)haha
-Her hair is long (haha.kinda hard huh?)
-Wearing spectacle? (i oso duno..but mostly she is on contact lens)
-Super WHite skin (For me.. =p)
-Super lightweight girl.. 30+ to 40
-A girl that full of curiousity and kinda rude..haha

For those that know who is her.Please keep it as secret bah..
I dun wan scare her..
haha,thanks lot.

Sad Case

MUm..why dont u believe me?
Do u admit that i am ur son?
Please Do believe me.
i know there is something i hiding from u
but i promise it is not a bad thing

Seriously..having a conversation with mum just now
and i cried...i trying to solve the question she was asking
and she keep on blaming
i keep on explaining
Useless...she wont hear..everything..everything..Right is on her side..
Why?Why u keep on hurt me with those word?
And while i am still smiling explaining to u with tear?
Even its ur problem..and i am still saying sorry..
U are my mum..
Eventhou its ur wrong i will be blamed oso
i dun care bout tis..i wont argue..
because u still my mum..
Sorry...

Sigh

Not really Good mood nowaday..

But..

I dint express it out..

haha..kinda okay already now

This gonna be a long post...haha

sorry for the long post..just wanna express my feeling..sorry guys.

This Few Day keep on Drive between Seremban And KL

To visit my grandmom..

She kinda okay already..

But abit dizzy now..

Its worth for me to drive so far to find her.

Watch at her health getting better..Its Worth.

Payed her Hopsital money,RM5.5k shared among my mum and her 4 bro sis

Realize that my sight is getting worse.

Eye sight getting blur after drive for 1 hour..nid about 30min to recover to normal.

After get down from car.Look like a guy without spec.haha.kicked the platform nearby seremban jusco there and almost fall down =.=

Remember monday went seremban tat day..

kinda sad when visit my grandmum.tear almost coming out

take out my phone.and realize that i got no people to contact with

I lost a person that are important 100 day ago.therefore i doesnt expect to get any msg from her

And so,i lost contact with most of my fren too.at that time.i wont be blame u guys,coz i know if i got gf i will be like that too..

i do feel that i need soomeone that caring me..someone that will sms me all the time asking my status.

Jealous on those teenage that their hp keep on ringing.keep on smsing.and when they sms,smile appear on their face..

AIKS....

And so,i feel that i do really let go my ex gf already..

Feel that,her decision that dumb me is good.

It should be..

And i know we will not be forever since we together.

And i dint blame u of anything

I know i am not good enough

And i do not reach ur requirement

U were rich than me.i cnnt giv u something that are good

U doing Degree and me?only diploma..how am i giving u happiness for the future..

Yes,and u are really good,u become the bad person coz u started to say the break word.

And i am so naive that still wanna get back into the relationship

Sorry for everything..hope u and the guy will be okay all the time

(sorry ya.duno that guy de name)

For the 6 year that i told u i will be waiting u..

just ignore it

but i tink will be changed to 6 year without relationship ba

there is 4 girl chasing me now.but as u say..dont give fake hope to others.

kinda agree to that word..so i dint giving them hope.

I got no brave to start a relationship

but i do like a girl.

but i not dare to tell her

i scare she will ignore me afterward.

i am not good enough.

cnnt giv her what she wan.

i got no income.my education level and my appearance sucks

I got no more confident.

Just act like normal =)

Miss u and love u always my grandmother =)

Hope u recover soon.

Going to basketball in 8 hour time..

Love u grandmom

Today went back to KL..Mum fetch me..

After reach KL,put our stuff then my turn to drive to Seremban to visit My grandmum.

She got some problem on her stomach.Same as mine >.<

By using my GPS,used 1 hour to reach Columbia asia Hospital

Slowly push the ward door.saw my grandmom lying at there sleeping

She look so skinny compare to last time i saw her..

Miss her so much..

My tear are almost coming out from my eye.Feel soooo sad when saw her in such skinny body

And she got no appetite to eat food.

Slowly wake her up..she look so surprise when saw me..

Having some conversation with her.

Great to see that she got the smiling face when i chat with her.

Wanna to let her to eat something..but she got no appetite

After that 阿姨 come,and bring her some homemade dishes.

She eat some of it.and the smilling face appear again at her face..

Leaving soon to my ah yi house..wanna to giv grandmum a good bye hug before leaving.but i scare that will hurt her..

BTW,she will be out from ward 2molo.Cnnt wait to see u again.

Grandmum..I miss u so much..Must Recover okay?i wanna to cook food for u...

LOVE U

From ur grandson Mao

Sunday Morning

The sunday morning in Kuantan..wanna sleep late late but....

Hear my father screaming outside my door.asking me to wake up..
i refuse to wake up..
and then he....
use medicated oil and apply on my nose...omg
So damn pain...
and i still dun wan to wake up
He use electric to shock me =.=
walao...
finally i wake up..brush teeth and eat bfast with parent
ASK ME to eat bfast used so many method to wake me up..geng lo

Ytd night was awesome..went to yc with my fren and kap ah gua..haha
Kuantan really boring =.=

Aiks

Yesterday My friend went to my house for movie shooting..

She bring a Very pretty de actress here

wakao...curly hair sommore..

haha,leng lui i no chance de la

so dint even look at her la..

Worrying about my assignment dat time.

Lost the chance of taking photo with leng lui

Arghh..

They do it until very late..about 4am ba.

i fall asleep and waked up by them on 4 am

Sorry ya..i kinda sleepy already

Cora,thanks for ur dougnut anyway..

On the process of their movie shooting.i took out my camera to play..and cora viewed my photo

I realize dat those photo long time dint see already..see it with them

And they viewed my ex gf photo.

Something going straight thru my heart

The feel is coming back

Feel sad...suddenly feel like wanna Cry

93 day passes since we break..

Should i Just Start a new relationship or maintain Single?

Or mayb wait for 6 year for another relationship?

I really not dare to start a relationship

Maocheng is totally a coward..

I dont deserve to get a gf..i am so sucks..

i Feel like i am giving bad luck to my other part if i am on relationship.

Aiks..

iCE skATING

went to sunway today after my classes.thank to wenjing dat i can reach there earlier than others.tzong shieh them still on the way coming.came here with no motive,they wanna to play ice skating and i just came here to accompany them.must come here,if not they will nt shuang me..haha..actually i dint wrote this while online and i was doing it offline on my pda.

As i reach here earlier,waiting them for like 3 hours..haha,found a place and sit at there starting to type this blog..its boring right here...hmmm.sunway pyramid.it remind me of something..the moment we spend together in this mall..u were trying to pul me in the skating area.and i keep oon reject u..and now there is no more this kind of chance anymore..the place i sit can fit 2 person and sitting alone and watching couple is kinda suffer..cnnt forget the moment we together,the moment we hugging each other...Its 90 day passed 3 month good luck for you and me =D

Finally they reached..rejected them twice for entering the ice skating area.nt willing to play la..it makes me remind of her..regret for not doin those thing with her.play at genting theme park and many more.

Damn,they pulled me inside and pay for me to play...my 1st time give to them already..fall down many time..just like a noobie..haha

Few day in a post again....

23-26 is the date for my blood donation campaign..this 4 day me and my organizing committee work hard...and gained 1835 person to donate in our blood donation campaign...

Kinda busy...cnnt even get the time to study for my mid term..

Suffering alot..

i am dat kind of person dat not mind what other say bout me..

rubbish,useless..what ever

i just wont be bother bout it

But for me as a organizing vice chairperson..

i hope u guys (organizing committe )do giv me some respect.

i help u mean i respect u..so do u

but dun ever command me to do thing

ur problem i can only help u solve in the 1st time

the 2nd time happen..u better be smart to solve it

I know ur guys are tired...

but pls dunt put those fire on me..

i am nice to u guys and u all keep on bully me?

And so,my ex gf locked her blog..i cnnt update any information from her..

aiks..its been 89 day we break...she still having her pretty lifestyle..and i am still loving to sport..

Glad dat i sleep for almost 12 hour..dint sleep for almost 5 days...haha..

Recent me

the 18 of me(almost 19)

The maocheng not the last maocheng anymore

He got no more anger inside his body

He realise what is friends and do hav few best friend

He like to alone doing everything

He finally got homesick

He like to back homeotown now

He like to alone at there laughing =.=

He not a playboy anymore~

He not brave enough to start a new relationship

His Height Still remain the same (168)

His Weight keep on Increase and decrease like KLSE stock,LOLL

His Favourite Food and drink still potato and soya.

He still the guy that like to show off

He learn to be romantic

And many changes more

Do hope that i changed all my bad stuff..

Love u my friends

Goin to type few day in a post...busy what.

Thursday

Its a tough day for me..i cnnt believe that i am handling a almost 40 person meeting.Hardly for me to do it.without my chairman,me the vice chair need to be handle this meeting.And so,i pass it without any problem^^ cheer..

Friday

Nothing Special for today,Go for Gym as usual =)

Meet up my fren at kepong,watch U14 basketball competition and celebrate my fren birthday.

Saturday

Wake up at 7am in the morning,went to college for basketball,after that went for my tutorial

and 11am rush to Pasar Seni to work for charity carnival.

aFTer that,funny thing happen.

pui leng back home earlier.

and i realise dat my car key is with her.

OMG,her house is at kepong ler.

Rush to there with peishan get back my key

Pening @.@ haha

after dat rush to sungei wang meet up with keun wei them

sAW a nice bag.thinking of buy it next time xD

kinda unique dat bag.can change the cover the strap and even add in some accesories

so that u wont same bag with anyone in college...and it cost about 160

its worth~

Manage to get back on 11pm..take a break,bath,exercise..and sleep

Take Care

Really Feel 感触 when something sad happen.

although its not happen on me.

i will feel dat too.

2 guy in my hometown involve in a accident.

1 of them passed away yesterday.

Really dun like this kind of news la.

although i duno them,but still feel so la.

Always advice my fren to becareful in road.

For those motorcyclist,pls do take care of ur self

if can,avoid from using motor anymore.

Its like 皮包铁 u know?once u fell down.u hurt urself more than the motor

Do wear ur helmet and tighten it for ur own safety.ur parent awaiting u.

For Car user.DO Care for other too.Stop Speeding.When u are speeding.no people think big of u

And do oso care for the people around u.the motorcylist around u.Do giv signal before passing thru

i know u guys are fedup hearing this.but pls do remember in your heart okay?i dun wan to lost any of my friends.pls pls pls do promise me..

Love u guys.

Stranger

I duno who u are,and i dont care who u are.

But cnnt be deny dat.ur advice are good.

But sorry.advice is always be accepted at all time

I knw its good for following

But i got no brave to step on 1st step yet.

Sorry ya.

记得

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了

这条路走了多久

心中是清楚的

有一天有一天都会停的

让时间说真话

Weird Ler

Its been almost 3 month already..

Seriously,after i break up with my ex gf

I lost myself

I got no confidence at all to start a new relationship

Argh >.<

I am too sucks?

Always feel dat i am not eligible enough to get a gf

I really not good enough.

Expressing my feeling at blog..

Dont even hav a buddy to talk with.

They are all busy dating..haha.dint blame u guys la.it shud be it shud be xD

Now,more toward my assignment and My blood donation campaign.

Goin to help survey price for my fren camera..

Bye~

Happy Time always End fast

Back to Ktn for 3 day,1st time feel like dun wanna back to KL anymore..

Not homesick,its for some reason

Yumcha for like 3 dat continously ba.Met some old fren..thanks for them for willing to accompany for this 3 day.coz they are goin to take STPM soon.Feel like mafan them.Saturday night.Met a cute girl..a girl dat Full of curiosity.haha,Nice to meet you..

And Ah wu..remember what i promise to u and what u promise to me ya..haha..See u after ur STPM.Good luck...

Kuantan Fever~

Going back kuantan in few more hour time.estimate reach at 5.30.Don't wanna stay at KL at weekend.Scare of go shopping and wasting money.

Want to stick with my mummy,daddy,sister and doggies.haha.

Stop laughing at me.not homesick la.

Its single life.when ur another part of life not yet appear.thats what u will do.

LOL

Wondering where shud i go at tis 2 time o.

Not going to bring laptop back,only online using handphone.

So,whoever wanna reach me.just sms me or call me ba

Pack my stuff 1st.bye..

Damn it..

Something sucks Happen lo..My Unit asked me to get a Printer.Go lowyat alone,and it was raining.Know wad？i park at Timesquare and walk to lowyat to buy the printer.Rush to there with my sweater.whole body wet wet.Reached lowyat survey most of the brand of printer,and here goes my decision.i get the HP brand coz its slightly cheaper and easy carry for me.The canon are too heavy for me.i cnnt manage to move it without a trolley.

Monday went to college,College Parking lot full of car.Forced me to park almost the outer part of college =.= luckily kinda near Fau Room la.Move the Printer and A technical drawing book from there to Room.Damn heavy la,sommore the plastic on the way to room spoilt dy.Reached there and say by others,Why u buy Hp brand~Why u so late..Aiks.Use to be with it bah.Wont scold anyone wont blame anyone.Installed the printer and keep my mouth shut.

When i about to back home dat time,reached my car almost wanna start it,Realize dat the Car Tyre Flat already..Damn,Nail stuck into my tyre.And my tyre Nuts is security Nuts,cnnt be open by common tools.Try to repair it by myself.Orange and lena was there too.And tat time was raining.Asked Help Frm Evelyn BF+FREN.They tried their best but failed.thanks anyway ya.Tzong Shieh and Keun wei come afterward,Accompany me to fix the tire.Oh Gosh,Drive slowly to Gk,Repair it for Rm5.ah.poor dy~

Here is something dat really get me mad.Dint Mad for like half year.dun mess with me.While trying to repair it at college,there are some guys dat got no manner,no parent to teach them.The sucker in tar college.Passed by there and say those stupid word.So Pity,Car Spoilt?Laughing at there?Just wanna tell u dat,u mess with the wrong guy dude.I swear i will find u out,my punch will straight to ur nose.i mean it.Silver Myvi with normal Rim..u better watch out.

Tomorrow my hardcore exercise will be start again after pause from previous week.Gotta hardcore train again.getting fatter jor.8.30 for basketball and 5pm for Gym.Bye Guys.

What u really wan mum?

I duno what u thinking about ler.

why must u thinking so negative?

i trying to let my lifestyle become normal u know?

Why must u suspect on everything?

My fren dat came to my house will steal my thing?

Ppl added me in facebook is to nid my help?

Fire will suddenly burning in my condo?

OMG....stop thinking like dat la.u will make urself mentally problem..

I respect u more than any other.u know what i thinking.

MUM,i do really love u...stop rejecting my call when i was talking,i dun mean to argue with u.

But it really piss me off when u saying nonsence.

I dont mind die coz of helping a stranger.

I dont mind make myself in problem for helping my fren

That is my lifestlye.Pass my life with smile and serve others.

Dun mess up my life ler.i know i did not reach ur requirement as a good boy

i owe u and daddy alot.u 2 pay so much attention on me.giving me the best stuff.but i dint appreciate much.

My result sucks,but if i relly cnnt complete my studies i will go and work as cooker to giv u 2 money okay?

Stop worrying so much mum,Relax...ur sons is under control

LOVE YOU MUM

Philipiness Killer~

LOL,i am a philipiness maid killer.

Went to my college canteen 2 to eat something

Thinking of buy the kuih,smile to the worker over there,as i always smiling to anyone,good boy mar.good in manner.order 4 of it and the maid at canteen 2 there take 1 more for me and asking me to keep this secret.LOL,she oso mention dat everytime u come i can get free food for u.LOL....

asked my fren bout this,they say maybe my eye contact too geng jor?they say i smile to her then she kena sot jor.LOL..taiwan Style?haha...

Flirted~

Kang yu came my house yesterday nite for math preparation..Guess what,end up sleeping again.Went to MCD for my morning breakfast,as we are goin to late.drive thru is my option for that time.

Here goes the Funny stuff happening,as i am goin to pay.the malay girl dat serve us talk with me and trying to Flirt me =.= Omg =.= Her face not bad la.kinda leng lui.haha

She asked me :"coffee,Tea or Me". LOL,i starring at her and laughing.afterward she say i am just kidding lar.i not interested in Taiwan style,i only interested in korean style...=.= Omg i in taiwan style?somekind of compliment or what?haha.she keep on sot me with her eye =.= damn disgusting lor.shud teach u the proper way of eye contact.haha.

你那么爱他

只想告诉你，我好喜欢你

就算你有了男朋友，我还是喜欢你

爱一个人是不需要拥有她的。

只要可以在她后面默默的祝福她就可以了。

虽然我们没什么见过面，认识的时间也不是很久，

可是对你就是有那种感觉。

LOL those chinese are killing me...beh tahan already

my chinese sucks =.=

Went out with my frens bought a pants.

thinking of goin to buy a shoe for dat pants?

Hmm,converse shoe,wad colour nice ar?white?

Damn msn and facebook my laptop and p1.

nothing gone smooth

The day in Kuantan

Damn lor =.= ,early in the morning argue with mom dat she washed my pants without my permission...Arghh ..Nid to go out buy pants with my boxer @.@ my fren nid my help urgently ler,nid to go out A.S.A.P...haha sorry mum dint mean to argue with u la,i only bring 1 pant back ler..Blek~

Aiks,mayb goin for movie later..haha,meatball...GTG now...Bye~

Its Manchester United Day

Early Morning received a msg that piggy a.k.a alex ask me to wear out MU shirt to College,haha,kinda interesting la.

Wear it and fast fast go to college as i am goin to late.saw a group of red devil were gathering at DK5,haha its my group saw them gathering there chit chatting.

there are 7 of us and enter to the lecturer full of eye sight from those people around.

there are oso some student that wear arsenal or chelsea jersey but kinda scare of us la,as we are in big army.haha

Might goin to phone fair later to see see as tomolo is goin back to ktn.Miss ktn so much xD

Need to wake up 7 am 2molo for basketball before going back >.<

Gym ~

Ermm,this few month keep on hardcore to Exercise,and there go my result

i lost my tummy.haha,not completely la,but atleast do lost some.

My fren call me Gym kaki,haha

100% on for all type of sport except swimming and tennis la =.=

end up my muscle cramp =.=

everyday pain@.@

where can i get a sprayer or flanill ar?

Sigh

I do really mind what u say to me,i know what am i in ur mind.

a guy dat like to show off with his belongings rite?

i know...

dun really wanna to explain actually.nothing important.

if i do really make u think like dat,i apologize from u ok?

i am sorry.dont mean to show off to anyone..

Sorry...

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Aiks,fren do really mean alot for me right now.but cannot believe that i got not much friend right now.haha dont worry dint mean to complain to u guys.

Keep it on with ur girlfriend ba.i dun mind 重色轻友 de fren la.

gf is to pui de mar not to throw her beside de.

Fren mean alot for me,need any help just find me ba,try hardly to solve for u.okay?haha

muacks guys,good nite....

Materialistics

Aiks,i cnnt believe that i am just dat kind of people u thinking?

i do like branded stuff and i do hope to own them,but i got no money to own them ok?

i dun hav dat much money and my ages are not suitable to get those stuff.

Maybe,maybe....maybe i am just a pretender for u.in this 3 year,i am just a pretender?

A pretender,pretend to act like a rich people with those branded?act like a rich guy in street hoping to get some sight of public?

Kinda disappointed,but its okay,cnnt changes ur thinking,i am just a normal friend for u,i am not a perfect person.but i am a normal human.

Maybe i shud just be mad and give up my life because my gf dump me?

Become a bad guy like the whole world owe me?

Hell no,i am i..my ex gf told me that be urself..

Ya i am being myself right now,I can be treating everyone that good,i can fetch my friend to other place if i wan to,i can treat u if i wan to.

Since form 4,i am not a hot tempered guy anymore,even though somebody punch on my face,bang my car.i will pass thru this just by a smile

i changes alot,who know?I am still the maocheng

I do still like branded stuff but i will only get it when i can.

i buy a expensive basketball shoe?everyone 1st thought was,omg,rich people,walao,waste money again

do u guys know dat a pair of shoe i can use for how long?its almost 4 year okay?i do believe in quality but not quantity.

And u guys may just say dat,u giving those stupid reason again

Fine,i got nothing much to say tho

Yesterday bought myself 2 football jersey,its like rm 259 each,expensive rite?

Waste money again?

I am getting 1 of it at rm45 and rm50,dun worry,its still the original

but i get it from factoy,those reject stuff.yah,mayb there will be some thread pull out.

but still i am happy to get branded stuff without paying dat much..

Sorry Hui ya,i may making u dissapointed.but still i am still the maocheng.i do changes in my attitude but not in my stuff dat i like.and lastly i dont like LV,gucci those stuff =.= it will make me old and i dont deserve to get 1 of them.Sorry~

Flash Back

just now Review back the photo we take together

alot of images appearing on my brain

obviously i cnnt let go yet

Teardrops down?erm bit lo,haha,its normal what.

Good luck to her that will be goin back to study.

Hopefully to see her again,bye~

My life is so damn mess

Mess up my life

nothing goin smooth @.@

my study,my relationship,my friendship

Damn it!!

Am i just that stubborn?

I swear will organize my lifestyle to a good 1

Goin to take my meal according time.so that wont be seeing doctor without informing my parent again =.=

Sometime i do enjoy mylifestyle

Go to club as every single does,but not hugging any girl of course

Just observe on them xD

Kinda active in clubbing,know alot of funny fren,pretty girl,addicted to curly hair girl,haha

Dint drink much,just about 20ml like dat i tink..LOL,just few drop bah.promises someone not to drink dat much.

Sorry to all my friends dat i always talk joke to u all,Seriously,u guys prefer me in silent mode or Joker mode?i prefer the silent 1 actually,talk more wrong more.Starting by today bah.talk lesser and lesser.mayb type more perhaps?haha

Goin to Dye my hair in 2 month more.and other hairstyle of course.I am kinda good boy okay?only Dye my hair on 19.haha.

Good luck guys,study hard,play hard.its 5 years 10 month countdown to end up my single life

I love Drive

kinda lazy to update everyday,so i put it all in one post.Yesterday Drive to bukit jalil and bangsar,kinda risky actually,go there by using GPS.haha,love it very much.always bring me to the destination.Nobody dare to say me Road Geek anymore.lol.saw 5 accident along the way.

For those careless driver~damn it,stop speeding la.no people think big when u are speeding.u just a useless jerk.care for other people safety okay?

This few day done alot of stuff.

Went to Poppy Clubbing with my friends.

dun worry,i only drink bit,as i promise to someone dat i wont drunk.and dat promise will never change.coke for the whole nite.LOL

Went to Genting highland with a bunch of junior

Memorable place,make me remind of something

the moment we at there.

Act as a photographer on dat day

Shoot shoot shoot...

damn,my laptop cnnt connect to my camera.

will be upload on facebook once this problem were solve

Saw many lovely couple.kinda jealous on them.holding each other hand to get warm.celebrating their own event.Oh my!!

Actually i am happy on them la.Hope u guys will be sweet and together forever la~ xD

tzong shieh and ck,keun wei and ai chin,kang yu and shiao mei,gin woo and angel

haha remember giv me red boom for the next few year la.

And oso for other couple,dun ever complain ur other part.just appreciate what u 2 hav gone thru.

Good luck~

Cry on my shoulder

Something bad happen to her.Something that sad.

Hopefully she can get thru of this.

U are a tough girl.i know it.

U will be back rite?i think ur bf will be hugging u and cheer u up ba.

Nothing i can help u.i am just so useless

Hmm,went to GYM continously for 2 day.My day its like wake up go for college then GYM then sleep,another day arrived

Today Tarcollege GYM 3 at 5pm session are invaded by girl.lol

So many girl i tink i am the only guy there.paiseh =.=

Ate my dinner,meet u guys at facebook.good luck

S.E.X

When u take off a girl cloth,u got the responsibility to help her wear bridal cloth.

thats what i always say to my boys fren.

their response is like.WTF =.= u came from stone age?

Ya,i know its common for u guys la.but not for me.

Can did everything except for dangerous act lo.

Take it serious ler guys,what happen when the girl pregnant?

She nid to take care of a child as she stil like about 18 19 or 20?

what ppl react to her?laugh at her?

what happen if u cnnt even take care urself and for the other part of ur life?

and u got no income at all,want ur parent to take care for u oso?

Seriously think bout this.

Mayb at that moment u may happy as well as her too.

take safety precaution if reli cnnt stand it.

sometime those stuff cnnt prevent like 100%

Haha,if u dun agree just ignore this ba.or u may think like this

maocheng i know u oso dat kind of ppl la,dun so fake lo,LOL

Sudden

Suddenly feel like wanna drive car and travel far bit.of coz in KL area la.

Sunway?Subang?or where else?

those place consider far for me jor la.

there are plenty of stuff appearing in my question this 2 month

still remember dat day what she say to me.its like engraving on my brain already

"Stop dearing me".

"ya,alot thing changes,i changed as well,i become ..."

cnnt stand those loneliness..i cnnt bring anymore fake smile to public

Happy mid autumn everyone

LIFE

Life is just so random

Everything happen just like dat,we born out and we die.

But at least we do enjoy the process.we appreciate our job,experience we gained.we appreciate our love.

But not everything go so smooth as u wish.there are plenty of obstacles awaiting us infront.

we must be tough to face thru all those.

When it is not as u wish,u may curse the fate.but it will end up just nothing

i am the one that not believe of god,fate,bla bla.Haha.Just trust urself will do

@.@ its 4 am now,and i was typing.LOL.just back from training camp yesterday.quite fun.become darker and darker now.Just now went to Jusco to buy food for next week.buy myself some biscuit and milk.Haha.

at the meantime.i was praying so hard right now.had no idea why am i praying as i dun believe in this.but for this moment i truly hope dat this would help

Something bad happen,hopefully someone will recover soon.

hope dat she can recover and scold her daughter as usual.

Guys,Just help me to pray to this unknown lady.Do me a favor,dun ask me who,as i oso duno whats her name.and pray for the earthquake victim oso,thanks alot guys.

btw,my condo effected by earthquake too @.@

GoodBye

Good Bye my frens.Not goin to available anymore.Take good care.Bye

Waked

Its 27 day already.ShE got her own life there.Nice Bf,Nice lifestyle.

This 27 day its like my new life.Its like i wake up from a dream.I feel that i am awake.

I starting to get a newlifestyle which is super normal for me.

Everything changed,Its everything

I started to Study hard as i dint study last time for 3 year already

I started to do some excercise as i damn fat already

I started to care my face as alot pimple

I started to Go for Gym to get nice body figure

I started to Back hometown,dint back for half year already

I started to stay at home accompany my parents

I started to save money,no more buying

I started to watch on guy instead of girl

I started to drive slow From last time 160 km/h to now 80 km/h

I started to learn baking

I started to smile

I started to Put myself in silent mode,more u talk more trouble u are in

I started to treat other ppl more good,as i know Appreciate this word

I started to learn Everything Everything

Everything changed except i still active in Facebook xD

No more Rude word from my mouth,care of everyone.

I know i'm not perfect,and i don't claim to be.But before u start pointing finger,make sure your own hands are clean.

No offence ar~

Wish her good luck in exam,relationship,assignment,presentation and oso making popiah. xD

Sad Case.

Went to a morning jog again today.its short actually.Ktn are hot than KL.the main reason i dun like to back here.

Went downstair just now,saw the monopoly i bought from australia were playing by my sis =.=

Remind me of some memory la.me and her play at hotel there.aiks

Getting my dinner now.Bye

Back In Kuantan

Its been a long time since last time i back hometown.about half year ba =.= miss my 3 doggie here.Too much memory at here.Many our 1st time happen here,1st date.1st time she gave me a kiss.1st slap she gave me.Haha.Still miss her verymuch,for the 20th day.

Its 2.40 am now,still blogging atm.what else can i do huh?Just viewed her blog,saw her 1st date at there.Shud be happy i guess.As long as she is happy,and i am happy too =)..

Hmm,for those fren that i just knew,wondering what happen to me recently.Ask me bout it,i will tell u my story =)

Going to do the 1 of my task in my schedule.Morning Jog.7 am later.Good Nite frens ~

Schedule For Next....

Going to set up some task to be done within the day.

1.Going for basketball match tomorrow

2.Set up my Car stuff,and clean inside.

3.Back hometown,another basketball match

4.Went for Gym in kuantan,walk in of course

5.Morning jog almost everyday in kuantan

6.Reduce my weight as much as possible,to 45 if possible

7.Train Shoulder,from 18 to 19 xD

8.Using the 2 other method for pumping

9.Increasing my CGPA =)

10.Eat less rice,less sweet and oso ice

11.Of course update blog everyday,haha

will be update this post if got any changes

Last Day of my exam

Was Sleep from 10-12,5 to 7.only 4 hour like dat for my preparation

Wake up at 7 again for another preparation,why am i working so hard on tis?Because i got nothing left beside exam.

Go to college at 8.30 and present myself in the examination class at 9 and saw a lady lecturer smilling sweet to me.tink dat we are on stress huh?but thanks for u lovely smile.

My first Time ever i tink,first time used 2 answer book to answer question.Its many for me,but mayb for other just small case ba?But its a Achievement for me jor.Claps for myself.Quite confidence in this subject.Building Material,Hope can get A la.just kidding ba.Got pass i am satisfied already

Finish my paper early as usual,went to a hairstudio have my hair cut.Oh Gosh,my hair are damn short now.Nvm ba.nothing is big deal for me anymore.

Went to College area again,meet my college mate,went for some mini game and went to Sing.Not really like to sing,my sound sucks.it remind me of somethinng.Anyway,glad to hav tis kind of cheerful coursemate.They are totally crazy.My mood are not dat good actually,but wont appear the stupid face infront of u all.Dun wan sweep ur all de mood xD cheer B group

Leave them for an hour,went to lowyat alone,the feel of alone actually are not dat suck as u tink.went to survey Handphone holder and Bluetooh handset,Materialistic appear again?Hell no.Bought tis 2 ting for some purpose.Its useful for me,Last time almost accident becoz of holding handphone and talking,goin to avoid this.I know u all may tink i am suck and keep wasting money,if u tink so,i will admit it.i got my own reason.

Sorry to abrille,my english sucks,not really understand wad u wrote on ur blog.did i really affecting ur life?Just tell me.i will be just disapear.i will just stop type those stuff that make u mad or wad.know that u got nice lover over there.enjoy ba.No offence...

4.30am

Its 4.30 am now.was studying in this moment.Trying to put everything inside my mind.But yet,i still miss her.its the 18 day already.wondering how are her over there,cnnt update anything from her.update info from maurice,thanks ya.hopefully she are well over there.her lifestyle shud be pretty nice over there.Mayb goin back to hometown 2molo,expecting a tired vacation on hometown.Early early make a appointment with those basketball buddy to play some match.hehe.and oso every morning to jog of course.Quite happy today,controlled myself to buy something worth 100+,dun tink its useful for me.i dun wan to be materialistic.every1 was hate me.And saw some keep fit method from Tv today,not to eat any flour food anymore.avoid rice if necessary.No more sweet stuff.and oso no more ice for girls.will folo this and oso my own promises with my parent wont eat chicken for 29 day.last time make it to 27 day but failed at 28.Aiks.Good nite guys,sWeet dream

Morning

Just wake up,feel like nothing much i can do in my life.Only left Study,Eat,Sleep and Sport.There is only black and white now.No more colourful stuff.this is the 15th day.My Feeling are still the same.

Her life are colourful,she got many path to be choose.Easy get influence by other as usual,wont be saying No to other.She is really a good girl.I got everything dat i wan now but there is oso lost of something.In this moorning,i hope dat can sleep again to make me not dat suffer.

ABCDEFG

ABCDEFG means A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl

Its been 2 week already,feeling still the same.smile infront of fren hurt inside of heart.its Exam week i cannot even go for a jogging to make myself tired.Everyday FB and Blog.so meaningless.Someone got their new life over there.Glad to see dat oso.were watching her blog everyday.Worry bout her..but nothing i can do.happy to saw dat she got many good guy around him,nice looking guy,nice guy,rich guy etc.etc.It do hurt me but oso hoping dat she will found a guy dat treat her good than the old 1.

Hmm,went to Supermarket today.Bought myself some biscuit and drinks.Not reli goin to spend money on buying something anymore.It remind me the word dat someone talk to me before.I am so damn materialistic.i know.i must change.but hard ba.Not hoping to get in any relationship now as i will not giv them wad they need.I am good but there are lot more better.

Advisor

I am such a loser,Were giving good advice to all my frens.I am a good advisor by the way.Trying to help every fren solve their problem.love problem,Economic problem decision problem,etc etc.But i suck in giving myself advice.I am suck coz were giving advice to a girl dat i like what she should do when choosing between 2 guys.what the fuck am i doing?Trying to be strong or wad?Nothing i can do bout tis anymore.will try to help solve everyone problem instead of mine.Isit like collecting 恩德？Done many wrong stuff,Mess up all those thing.what can i do is help everyone.Yes,i do.i am a good advisor dat can giv u advice.feel free to ask me ba.the last decision is depend on u.

Went to cinema to relax yesterday.pamper my self with a movie.this few week time reli do change alot.Every thing i saw related to her.even i watch horror movie.Goin to accompany my fren now.Good luck to u all guys

U makes my 09/09/09 full of sadness

Hmm,As i say at 12am.goin to do something crazy today.Went to shopping with my mum.Trying to get some sweet memory on today.Yes,we did.Crazy Shopping today.bought a handphone for myself and my mum bought a bag for herself.By the way,kinda sorry to some1 in my life.i realize dat i do reli dat suck when she express out.Aiks,i must change.must change.I am not materialistic.Just wanna get those stuff that i reli like it.Sorry...Goin to upload some of the photo

of stuff i bought today.

=.= what a weird day

Today finish my math test.Yes,it still remain the same i guess.fail =.= again and again.very hard for me la.aiks.i rather memorize other stuff.Here got the weird stuff.

its exhausted after the goddamn exam.Trying to take a nap at room =) when i sleep for an hour.i hear some sound out of my gate.=.= the key open door sound.OMG,its my mum came from ktn to KL.Doin Spot Check on me.L

OL.luckily dint bring any girl to my room.hAHa just kidding.i am

a good guy ok?Ermm,she cam

e here and tell me dun tell father dat she came.aiks.wan me be middle people again.She came here just to make my father angry coz he always gamble

and drink beer @.@ aiks.Use to be with it already.Mum gave me a roll of money.OMFG,its about 3k in that roll of money.For me to buy my HTC TOUCH PRO 2. it cost about RM3199.

OMG,its like.wtf?suddenly sot jor?i ask her wad happen.she say got alot money =.= and its meaningful to buy something at 09/09/09.LOL,kinda surprise ler.and she goin to buy herself a Louis Vuitton Bag too =.= and all those will be happen on today 09/09/09.Nyiak Nyiak

Going to post some photo about dat handphone coz mayb somedunowad is that.hehe

Opss

Its been 4 day since my last update?Working hardly on Math Right now.hopefully wont be fail anymore..but still kinda lazy right now.Missing my Gym and Jog and oso basketball.waiting for 18 of September.back to hometown for all those.Jogging,Basketball and Meet up my fren.My new target is goin to become mucular for tis month till the next month is my due date.Hopefully shoulder fit the Polo T tightly.that is my aim xD 2am rite now and i still blogging.wat the

Tricked~

Today is my 1st day of exam,Went there with only little preparation.not very confidence to answer those question.went to the room that i had my test,before enter i asked carefully whether is the right place or not.the lecturer over there say yes.i ask him couple time to confirm but u know wad =.= .When i start my exam paper for 30 minute long the goddamn fatty lecturer ashame me =.= he suddenly shout "Hey you,repeat student.why are u sitting at here.u shudnt be at here.u enter the wrong room.that time its like WTF!! i asked couple time from ur partner he say is this room.now kick me away and went to other room =.= after finish my exam i forget that i got appointment with miss tee another lecturer,i late for bout 15 minute coz of traffic jam.then she went out to eat for 1 and half hour =.= aiks.standing there wait her for dat long.finally she back,and thanksfully she accepted my 3 report.Yes,Concentrate on math now.Good luck for others that having exam too.

EMO stuff

love is self-fish,

love is about 2 person and not just 1 side.
love cannot be force,
love no need care about others things,
love no need ask about others people's opinion,
love no need care about others people how they think,
love no need care about others people's feeling,
love no need sympathy or mercy,
love placed 1st and friend placed 2nd,
let it go already not easy to be,
still wan listen this kind of compassion words?
it will only make the people more depress and soreness,
it will only affect the people's self esteem,
why time must going forward? it cannot be going backward?
why human will have sad receptor?
if it does not exist, that will be good for me, at least my life will be better...

Grats to Vincent A.S

Congratulation to vincent dat ur baby daughter just safely pop out from mother tummy yesterday nite.Become father already ya.Hopefully can meet her soon.There will be baby sound appear once again in our area.remember to give ur baby photoshoot.LOL

My life

Hmm,talking bout my life now.wad to say,its like a UNCLE life.Why do i say so?not becoz of my age of course.I am just 18.its about my lifestyle.i dint sleep yesterday.rushing for my workshop report and oso revision.this morning went for a morning jog 5km per day.after finish my jog,went to a shop and buy myself a drink and newspaper of course.currently addicted to newspaper.1 day 1 apple no nid see doctor,1 day 1 newspaper no nid be soh lou xD.my own phrase.i am the youngest among those uncle dat sitting beside me.they were doin the same thing as mine.go for a morning walk and sit at those shop drink coffee.Shud be copying their lifestyle too.their son and daughter left them for work,or their wife pass away,stay at house alone,lonely and peacefully sitting there enjoying their coffee and newspaper.almost same as me ba.Officially a UNCLE now.but there is some difference between me and them la.Isit this is the lifestyle i nid now?And to my buddy.dun call me for clubbing =.= coz i got plenty of work nid to do and oso revision,and promise to some1 before dat i wont be drink beer anymore.if go clubbing is drink coca cola then ok la.remember ya.

饿...

当人试过肚子饿，脑根才会清醒，我没有肚子饿太久了，先在有回这个感觉，就算现在有很多东西吃我也不会让我吃到太饱，因为只有这样才可以提醒自己肚子饿时候的感觉是多么痛苦的。i give up,lazy to write any more chinese.2 sentence can kill me.Working on my report now 1.30 am already..keep it on mao cheng

How do i gain back my appetite?

I lost my appetite for this few week,lost alot weight.there is something cheerful and oso something dat making me sad.the cheerful stuff is my body weight decrease for 4kg and its a success,ya,for sure my body are better now..but hopefully my parent wont's saw this post,becoz i feel dat my peptic alcher is attacking me again.coz of the vommited i experience tis few day.those excercise and vommit really making my body to be fit.hopefully can be a muscular man xD..How do i gain back my appetite?only ate 4 meal for 3 day.How?

Thanks Bro

Went to take dinner with some bestie at KL,Kang yu,keun wei and gin woo gf drive all the way to Sri rampai just to take dinner at Pappa Rich.Kinda nice the food over there.but too little.Ya,just suite me coz i had no mood to enjoy it..KNOW dat they are good,accompany me for whole nite.Ya,thanks to u all.Especially keun wei accompany me for whole nite sleeping beside me chatting with me.i manage to get thru this nite without watering my booster and pillow by tear @.@ kinda relaxing when chatting with him.feel like wanna hug him and just release my tear.Ai chin dun angry ya.keun wei say he nid 2 year time to let go a 1 year relationship,kang seng oso same.how bout me?6 year?Hmm,Jeolous on keun wei on call with his gf now,beside my room of course instead of talk in front of me.Hopefully Keun wei,kang yu and gin woo tis 3 buddy will be happy with their gf.Ya,mayb goin for another morning jog today.

Everyone will be saying was her wrong..my mum,my friends.No,i dun tink so.actually wasnt her false.Its mine..reli hurting tis time but may time recover it.The feel was very...how to say?Hard to b imagine..I vommit everytime think of dat.is tat normal?Shudnt be thinking all of this..Concentrate on Studies ba.hopefully she will be found a better guy.

Yes..it is..Accept it

Something just happen 2 hour ago.The fact i reli cannot accept it.Its reli hard for me.Really..Use to be a promise and it just gone like dat.Sorry means nothing for me.this is not the word i wanna hear.btw just wanna let u know dat i wont angry with u.Hope dat everything will be fine soon.Trying to get myself into tired mode.GYM,Basketball and Jogging as well.called my best fren just now,he gav me some good advice.Those advice use to be given by me to other fren now it is useful for me.i do reli hope dat u are well over there.Going For morning jog rite now.

Some Photo

My living room,kitchen,my room and me.

Merdeka Eve

Its merdeka eve now..every1 were gathering outside for countdown..for me?i stay in my house.Trying to concentrate on my note..but fail to do so...something bothering my mind..at least i try to read..Wondering wad she doin now..reach home safely?Question mark appear at my mind.what should i do now?Hope dat her assignment goin smooth..i reli hard to get into sleep mode.where can i buy a sleeping pill?or any other method for me?

I been emoing for a month.watching what happen to my best friend..nothing i can help with..He were being barred for 1 subject.stressed from activity and so on..i cnnt even help him..thanksfully his gf lay her hand to him.feel so pain while watching him cry and cnnt even help him.Jeolous on him got such a nice gf actually xD

Seem like the 4 guy include me dat always hang together they were all grown.Gin Woo and Angel.Keun wei with Ai Chin,Kang yu With Shiao mei.dating with gf..outing with gang of couple..Seriously i jealous with u all.but i wont mind..Its okay for me to stay alone here..stop asking me to find gf, KEUN WEI.Haha.Just called him just now.trying to find some1 to chat.dint answer me as usual.On phone call with gf i guess.

Yesterday,Someonce called me from SOT office..asking me to interview for why my coursework 0 mark..Its reli scare of me.she saying dat i nvr pass my coursework?wat the....Reli stress for me now.Many thing happen to me..I duno i still can stand with all of this stuff or not.

Am i too energetic?or too active..there are energy tat wont end inside my body..How do i get myself tired and sleep well?Use to be doing 3 sport in a day.Basketball GYM and jogging.By doin dat i only manage to get myself tired bit.and keep on goin with a nite jog.there goes a day.

Hope dat everything will just as fine as last time,i dun wan any changes.i know promise means nothing.but i do appreciate wad happen now.

Trying to make my blog interesting as other does..should i publish my blog?

Hi

here goes my 1st blog.Pai seh to tell u all dat my grammar are not dat good..Dun laugh at me..Were tinking of making a blog aged ago..finally i am here.trying to type down wad happen in a day for me..mostly u mayb feel bored with me..as usual ...